4:25

Freedom

2011-05-11T16:14:00.000-07:00

Long as they rich
they gon be poor

even if I'm content
he gon want more

but if he take mine
it's gon be war

and if I take his
we fightin' once more

and we were not
created equal

some of us are smarter
some of us were born

stupid as fuck
so some of us el never learn

and long as fire exists
some of us will burn

and life is fucked up
shit el' never be fair

and long as somebody usem
drugs el be here

and all these children
parents don't give

the first fuck about em'
shoulda never lived

past the first trimester fuck them
cause most of the worlds problem is fucked up kids

and I shouldn't have to live
in a fucked up world but the truth is I am

CHORUS

I've tried not to tell the truth
but I can't do it

Tried to live your lie
but I can't do it

No, I cannot do it
I cannot let this world go to ruin

So tell the truth
that's what i'm doing

expose their lies
that's what i'm doing

so the whole world el know
the truth that for so long was kept from em/

V2

Long as I let em
they gon fuck me

long as the world turns
it's all about money

and the more I talk and never stand up
the more my words ain't never worth a fuck

and no matter how much I pray
If I ain't proactive
shit ain't gon change

cause god ain't gone do
a mofuckin' thing

but let history
repeat itself again

and there are so many things
that I don't need to know

so stay outta my business
and I'll stay outta yours

but make it my business
and I'll handle yours

or you'll handle mine
and that's how that goes

so we should prolly leave
each other the fuck alone

should prolly not judge
reflections not our own

cause we are all guilty of
so much wrong

so before we point our fingers
fix our own problems

REPEAT CHORUS

V3

We are all liars
hypocrites and worse

we don't give a fuck
bout nothin' till our turn
to suffer

than we cry,
nobody helps me

and only give
to feel better bout doin nothin'

and most of y'all are too soft
so you'll always be oppressed

but I'll die for I'm robbed
and if y'all want peace

evils got to die
but yall too scared to killem
so he survives

to continue a life a crime
and now my children ain't safe outside

cause y'all ed rather play the odds
but i'd rather give they ass back to god

cause i'd rather not
deal with them at all

and I'd rather
you mofuckers grew balls

got 2 eyes
don't usem at all

so i'd rather
most of y'all were never born.

Capital Punishment

2011-05-11T15:58:00.000-07:00

Just show me
one mofucker
wanna be broke

one feign
don't wanna shoot dope

one mofucker don't want more
but everybody wants
more than what

they can afford so we plot
legal or not, what's it matter

cause if he wants more
you won't tell him he can't have it

and he wants ice
he don't care who pays the price

he don't care if he take a life
and you gavem 2 more strikes

now he's wrong
but he don't care

cause he ain't scared to go to jail
and while he's there we foot the bill

cause he decided
he'd rather be part of the problem

but we need solutions
and if he ain't helpin'

than what's he worth?
make him the example

choose life or death
no exceptions
make it simple.

V2

Maybe they'll change
what's that mean?

cause I ain't got time to
wait and see

what he's gon do
I know what he did

but got beds
he made his

and now I got kids
and i don't him round them

cause i love my children
and he don't give a fuck about them

maybe he won't do it again
but I ain't got no faith in that man

earth is a waste of space for him
fuck i look like prayin' for him

cause if I gotta live with my decions
he can live with his

and if hind sights 20/20
he shoulda thought future tense

and that's what the problem is
they don't know what a conscious is

they say they just tryin to live
so make the consequence
the opposite of life instead

break our laws get caught
off with your fuckin head.

V3

We got dope dealers killin us
fuck lockin em' up

criminals on every corner
are my children safe or not

seem like the whole worlds
gone down hill

like it's fly to be trouble
and jail ain't doing shit
but making them think they tougher

now they recruitin' even younger
like it's cool to be one of em'

but make the sentence death
you'd be a fool to be one of em'

bet they choose life
but there are those fools who el
think we bluffin'

but we are not playin
you break the rules then Fuckem

then let's see if people
choose to be the cause of so much sufferin'

let's see if they still got the balls
to be on the block hustlin'

I doubt it...

cause then death is certain
catch em' one time
feed em' 9,000 volts of current.

Men and Women

2011-05-11T15:45:00.000-07:00

She wanna love you
he just wanna fuck

cause he's no man
he don't understand what

she really really means
when she gives that up

cause he's only infatuated
she fine as fuck

and she wants more than just to
say she's fucked

want you to lover back
to her sex is love

but we could fuck a million women
be in love with one

cause we don't have sex
to signify our love

but we are so stupid
we don't see she does

so we take from her what was never meant for us

and each time
a piece of her is gone

instead of saying fuck us
she slowly becomes

more eager to fuck like us
what have we done

pussy is priceless
she throw it away like nothin

frontin' like it don't hurt
but she knows better

knows somethin' ain't right
but pretends she can't feel it.

CHORUS

Fact of the matter
take a look at us both

ain't but one thing
us fuckin' is really for

and when that happens
that little girl or boy

gon need both parents
she ain't fuck to be alone

she ain't with you
cause she wish
tomorrow you'd be gone

she with you
caue she want you with her
to make a home

but if she knew today
tomorrow you'd be gone

she'd meet you in the future
and tell you fuck off

V2

We continue to lie
so they lie too

cause we are incapable
of tellin women the truth

that we are too immature now
to be what they need

and everything we toldem, lies
we hoped they believed

so sooner than later
hopefully,

we could take from them
what we wanted

then leave
to be up under the next chick

hopin' that she
was as gullible as the last one

cause all we see
is something worth fuckin'

now their heads fucked up
cause we fucked em' over violated they trust

too many times
now they are actin' like us

but they are dying up underneath
there front

cause deep down they just
wanna be fucked

they want more
than to be a tool that gets you off

cause if she'd a known
you'd fuck than fuck up

I'm 100% sure
she'd a never gave it up.

Whore

2011-05-11T15:25:00.000-07:00

I don seen one too many
Paris Hilton fuck tapes

she's a ho
pornstars ho's
strippers ho's too

any bitch gettin' played
getn' paid

video ho's y'all count too
taking off clothes
make that paper

get that money
bitch strip naked

just payem'
dick they'll take it
pussy they'll taste it
and let you tape it

any payin role they'll take it
look at Ms. Berry
Hollywood played her

just like every other bitch
out here sellin' out
for the paper

They don't make money
money make them
act a fool in front of that lense

shake that ass
take that off
or you will not star in movies no more

you will not sell
records no more
they can not sell
daddy's little girl

so they paintem up strippem down
make it cool to be a girl gon wild

sure you fine
but so stupid
here's a dollar
now, what you gon do for it

prolly anything I tell you
cause you are not smart enough to not do it

CHORUS

I think you are
so out of control

cause you can not see just how
stupid you are

cause you run around
trying to shine like a star

and though stars don't have to try all

the harder you try
the more they turn you all

V2

look at this bitch
play herself
got herself gettin fucked
in an R rated film

say its okay
cause she gettin' paid
and she an actress
the sex ain't real

somebody smack that girl
she don't understand her
role in the world

this is more than
gettin rich

this is our lil girls
all on her dick

wantin' to be the next
hollywood ho's

but they can't act
work that pole

sell that pussy
work adult

walk that track
don't be broke

now they'll do
anything for dough

trying to come up
but comin' up short

an all they wanna do is
be you

but you won't show
how much you hurt

n I know you hurtin'
see through the front

you ain't wanna have to disrobe once

but they got money
they get what they want

and the bottom line
you won't strong enough

to say no
gave you fame you were sold

played with your brain
another gullible ho

tellem anything givem' dough
worth millions but emotionally broke

REPEAT CHORUS

Please don't act like
that was your plan

you do it cause you have to
not cause you can

at first you understood
till that money changed hands

then your platform changed
strong and independent

that's what you say, Now
after money washed your brain

now it's okay to play that role
now its okay to be their ho

work for that money
bitch get yours

and don't forget to thank
god at the awards

all that vanity
you so pure

who the fuck are you a role model for

not my daughter
not even yours

there are some things
money can't afford

like, showin your ass
to the world

fuck are you teachin'
my little girl

how to get turnt out for a check
how to be a rich worthless bitch

how to make money only earn cents
how to look good and be dumb as a brick

I don't care how good you look
or for how much money you turn tricks

I could never be impressed with a bitch
that sold herself short

and that's what you did.

Politics

2011-05-11T14:30:00.000-07:00

As long as 51 lovem
49 are fucked
and they’ve been lyin
the whole time but

soon as 51 hatem
switch it up
behind in them poles
start catchin up

first time ever
they give a fuck
who are they kiddin
hopefully us

and hopefully we vote
forem outta trust
and hopefully this time
we don’t get fucked

half a term later
he’s fuckin up
his truth bent a lil more
than what it was

prolly shouldn’t a
voted for him but he does
a great job
pullin’ wool over our eyes

now we got problems
all of his lies
comin’ home to roost
the truth he denies

and we so stupid
we let it ride
we act like
this was the first time

he ever lied
but we’re no better
we lie all the time
jus he lies better

we don’t ever tell the truth
but expect better
from some mofucker n
we ain’t never met him

but we hold him to the letter
they let us down
we continue to letm

tell us more lies every election
cause we don’t want that responsibility
let them

take it all
then we’ll judgem
so we stay fucked
they keep fuckin’

talkin’ boutem but
we don’t stand for nothing
we don’t even care about our own problems

we just blame them for it all
that’s why we vote
let them take the fall

then we wash our hands of it all
thus we are no more fraud then’em all

CHORUS

Yall want politics I gotem
My issues makem his problem
We both liars
Both got priers
Both wanta stand up but I’m tired
Both wanna keep our money private
Both wanna sell shit hope people buy it
Both of us if we are caught lying
Blow smoke, we both deny it

v2

they pretend to care bout
things we don’t
fuck it let them fix it
we won’t

than we complain when they don’t
repair what we just let
lay there broke

for so long
b4 it was ever worth a vote
but now we give a fuck
and write off even more

so come tax time
we don’t have to owe
but we want government to spend more
money, still can’t agree where it should go

but my net dollars never spend those
cause I need more
than I can afford

I need a benz
Fuck if they poor
Same time I am cryin’ for reform

Cause his job he refuses to perform
Clouds comin
Let him whether the storm

Make it his fault when I
Could of done more

But that’s what he’s there for
When I don’t give a fuck
Take the blame for it

Swear I care then come up
Short with
Any answers just dance in the chorus

Line of fuckers that swear they support us
But if they cared
They’d break themselves for us
Wouldn’t be politics to blame for it

They would stand in the flames for us
But who really cares for us

Who’d stand on our behalf
And not get paid for it?

Nobody, not even finger pointers
Arm chair quarterbacks of our problems

Vulcher

2011-05-11T14:28:00.002-07:00

Now let’s talk about vulchers
Yeah them white folk

N how they run around actin like nothin’ they fault
Even though they reason niggaz niggaz

At least they ain’t do us like Indians
But that’s the problem

They let us live
Just to segregate us from them

And treat us all like shit cause the color of our skin was different
Replaced chains wit Jim Crow laws n hit us

With hoses when we proposed
Equal livin’

Guess equal meant less than didn’t it
N now I’m a nigga wit an attitude

N yall pretendin’ that my problems won’t your business
But everything I am come from how you vulchers did us

And that’s why I act so ignant
cause that’s what happens when it feel like the world against you

n 50 good years don’t fix
cause all them years before 64 them vulchers insisted

that segregation exhisted
Now I’m just the product of system

That used to trade me, enslave, n call me nigger
Then freed me but didn’t want me anywhere near em

n treated me like all I could be is inferior
but that’s how them vulchers do

fuck you over an then blame you

Nigger

2011-05-11T14:28:00.001-07:00

I’m so tired of yall having a mentality
Of something yall never were
You never picked cotton before
You never got bought and sold
Never crossed the atlantic 600 to a boat nope

Cause you won’t around that long ago
So stop livin in the past nigga please fast forward

And see what all those before us
Changed so we wouldn’t wear chains any longer

But instead of getting’ stronger
We kill ourselves
More than crackers hung us

An we still think somebody owe us but they never
Paid and they never will so fuckem

Cause ain’t nobody givin you nothin’
And fuck race
Cause that ain’t the problem
Cause I don seen plenty niggas with
Plenty a money
And its one nigga sold more albums than anybody
So I refuse to believe we got it that bad
Or anybodys fuckin’ us harder than we have

Cause we sold out never to be poor
Turned all our negatives to pop culture

Now lil white boys and lil white girls
Think blacks actin’ so uncouth

And I can call her a bitch and she think its cute
“why’s that”

cause that’s what black people do
create more problems and run from the truth
and the truth is we fuck us better than they do

but we say its they fault, they so evil…
than quietly go round fuckin our own people.

BREAK

So the finger points
Right back at us

Look at our culture
Lets take a look at ourselves
Even closer

And what we sold the world we were
Pimps pushers criminals and hustlers

Wonder why we so fucked up
Wonder why we sold them that image of us

I guess enough in god we trust
Makes everything worth it

Even if we get fucked
So before we blame anybody else

Blame us
Before we cry it ain’t fair for us

Take a look at how we betrayed us
Take a look at how we portrayed us

Nature

2011-05-11T14:21:00.001-07:00

V1
Nature’s so beautiful
Don’t you think
Snow in the winter
Flowers in the spring

Birds and the beez
Bunny rabbits
Butter flies
Everythings

Just so lovely
Here I’m at peace
Yeah nature seem to be the perfect
Place for me

Blue skies
Everything green
Clear water flowin’
Down the stream

or on the lake driftin’ in the breeze
hiking the through the woods
so much to see

an the air here is so fresh
it feels like my first time breathin

no I don’t never wanna leave
wish I could fly the sky like an eagle

or be a fish in the sea
but something tells me everything ain’t what it seem

v2

Nope the flowers wouldn’t bloom
Birds wouldn’t sing if they decided to stop
playin natures game

n we are no different even though we pretend that natures
underneath us

but we are no more than life
where peace means balance balance means dying

So come fall watch the trees
They choose branches
Fuck the leaves

See when life turn cold… they’ll both freeze to death
If the leaves don’t fall

So now the leaves got to go
Cause that’s the only way that life can move forward
Cuz if they give into their emotions
The trees ed all die say bye to the forests

N Now there’s no oxygen for us
And I cannot breathe underwater

V3

So If I was a tree problems are my leaves
Life ed be the seasons n come spring
Time I’m fine everythings good… till all my problems start weighing on me
now the problems got to go.. cause come fall
I know its only getting colder

an though they cry for me to hold em
nature say If I’m a make it let go of em

n as they fall to the ground
nature keeps her promise
life stays balanced

the birds keep singing
n next spring them dead leaves
bring flowers.

N no there Is no way around it
Without death life ed be silenced
So now my problems got to go
It’s the only way life can be beautiful

BRIDGE

I don’t know why
We can’t see it maybe we try
Too hard to close our eyes
Makes everything easier when I
Don’t wanna see the world
Not how it is
Prefer my opinion everything can
Be what I believe
Ignore what’s real if I don’t wanna see it
N move through life
Pretendin’ my opinions always right
say its wrong if I don’t like it
blame u if I don’t like you
but reality is if nothin’ dies nothin’ can live
so all my problems
from this day forward are dead.

V4

So whatever I been thru fuck it
And everybody that’s hurt me fuckem
Wish I never had to feel pain
But that’s how nature tells me stay the fuck away

So I move 100 degrees outta phase
Then 80 more to make sure they shit cancels
The fuck out cause I can’t handle

All you fuckin leaves pullin on my branches
So for the temperature drop
All of my problems
Cutem off
So I can make it thru the cold
Yeah I choose my life over yours

So anything makin my life harder (is)
Gone for it fucks me over any further

N nope I’m not waitin’ till tmrw
Change starts now but only if u want it

Help Yourself

2011-05-11T13:35:00.000-07:00

V1

Look atem they mad at the world
Cause life ain’t fair
But it never was

Or will be
So they keep cryin
Hopin somebodyel solve they problems

But how long you gon wait?
Cause problems only get worse by the day

They lookin’ for who else they could blame
Wonderin’ why things never change

This is the game of life we playin’
Gotta be change
You still prayin’

That somebody else
El help you
More than you help yourself

An that’s what’s wrong with the world
We act like children we never matured

Thought we’d never have to grow up
Thought somebody ed always take care of us

But they are no longer there
Fendin’ for ourselves the first time ever

Yeah it feels like winter
So cold and the worlds no different

CHORUS

Feels like
My whole worlds tumblin’ down

And whenever I stand up again
They push me back on the ground

Now all I know is if I’m ever
Gon be free again

I can’t let nobody
Stop me

So steada spendin’ my time cryin
Nobody helps me

I’m gon help myself

V2

Wake up world you slept to long
The truth is still here can’t sleep it off
No matter how hard you try
No matter how many lies

You tell yourself hopin’ to escape
The truth that you will only have what you make

And you ain;t made shit,
so you should understand having less than

everybody else
they’re hands built yours held out

and look at you know
still got your beggin’ ass hands out

when will you get it
prolly never so tomorrows no different

and you still got problems
waitin’ on somebody else to make a difference

but nobody cares
about anybody else more than them

and please don’t say god
cause jesus is dead.

REPEAT CHORUS

V3
The world is so cold
And you gon freeze

Waitin on them to be
what you need

cause till they need you
they ain’t really trying
to help feed you

they’ll let you starve
and they don’t care if times are hard

cause they don’t give a fuck bout y’all
your problems ain’t theirs they yours

and as long as you too weak
to fend four yourself they will leach

why the fuck you think
they bought that house on the beach

and they live on a million dollar street
n you can barely afford to breathe

they ain’t worried bout you
they doin them forgot about you

they got theirs get yours too
life ain’t fair fuck you gon do

instead of hollarin’ for help
be smarter help yourself

Somethin' for the Kids

2011-05-11T13:25:00.000-07:00

I’m doin this right here for the kids
Cause it’s a cold world and if they don’t never hear the truth
They’ll never warm up.

And they’ll end up being just like their fucked up parents
No, I know I can’t save the whole world.
But that ain’t gone keep me from trying

V1

Well I met your momma
That Stupid bitch

She’d rather run the streets
Than raise kids

That’s why she never there
Or when you got problems She don’t care

Cause she too busy
Tryin to fit in that lil ass pair a jeans

Cakin on maybeline
And hopin she get noticed

Even though you at home n even though you need her the most
Nope, she rather be a ghost

Or chase a dose of
whatever makes her feel the way she thinks she supposed to

guess she don’t know that
it ain’t about her no more her life over

and you come first now
that’s the order

but she’s so selfish all she wanna
do is a live a life you ain’t part of

or when she pissed off make your life harder
take all her problems n throwem on you.

Emotionally n physically beat up on you
Cause the world she mad at she scared to target

so you get treated like she feel GARBAGE

V2

I met your daddy
He’s a piece of shit
N if I was God I wouldn’t of
gave him A dick

Can’t take care of himself
But he got kids?
Yeah that make your momma
Dumb as shit

And now you wondering why daddy ain’t home
But he was gone 9 months for the water broke

Or he was too busy livin’ his life to take notice
Either way you havin’ a fathers hopeless

And even when he is around yeah
You’d be so much better off without him

Cuz he’s got too many problems
An all he’s gon teach you is how not to solve them

Or how to makem worse
Ignore you or make you think loves gotta hurt

But… that ain’t love
Naw, you just gor a fucked up father

Who’s prolly
chasen a dose of

Whatever make him feel the way
he thinks he’s supposed to

Cuz he don’t know that
It ain’t about him no more his life over

An you come first now that’s the order

but he so selfish all he wanna

do is a live a life you ain’t part of
or when he pissed off make your life harder

take all his problems n throwem on you.
Emotionally n physically beat up on you

Cause whatever he’s mad at he’s scared to target
So you get treated like he feels, GARBAGE!!!

V3

So when it feel like the whole worlds turned its back
N Momma ain’t there for you neithers dad

You gotta grow up fast
An I know it sucks

But life don’t care if your ready or not
So if your family is fucked you all you got

N the worlds just waitin’ to tear you apart
From the streets to the people that’s gon break your heart

Yeah They say they love you but
loves so far From words

N me I callin talkin wolves
Cause they only talk to get close enough to hurt you

But even if they hurt yeah
Can’t understand pain till the flames burn you

N once the flame has burnt you
It’s you that gotta learn (why)

Cause flames keep burnin
No They don’t stop cause you cryin

How the world did you wrong
or hand you a tissue
Gotta come to terms with the issues
Walk away n take all the oxygen wit you

Cause if you hang around
The air gets thinner
Till your heart slow down

And the smoke consumes you
Then its so confusing

Cause you don’t know who to trust no more do ya?
So trust yourself
draw a line in the sand and fuck everybody else

N move forward
Don’t lose focus

Its your future
You control it

n don’t let yesterday own you
wake up tomorrow stronger

7 Days

2011-05-11T13:24:00.001-07:00

7 days

Monday you just let it happen

Tuesday it happens again

Wednesday you just cry about it

Thursday you sit there pretending

Friday could be different

except on Saturday its all the same

Then Sunday turns to Monday

And ain’t a mofuckin’ thing change

You just so week

Hopin’ tmrw won’t be today

You just so week

So tomorrows just like yesterday

You just so week

N that’s why nothin’ ever changes

You just so week

Yeah all you mofuckers 7 days

You just so week

V1
That’s why the worlds fucked
Gotta evolved past Cryin’ n tears fallin’

So when we see problems
No we don’t wait forem to lean on us

Cause they’ll keep leanin’
Til we get crushed

And lifes already hard enough
So I harden up and push back

keep em off me an if that means war
tellem’ bring they army

but y’all so week, you letm’ lean on you
feed off you cause you think family mean

that when they fuck you love is the key
or when your friends fuck you over
that’s what friendship means

n why her boyfriend hitter but she don’t leave
n why they fuck kids and are still breathin’

cause you still wheepin’ but cryin don’t help the healing

V2
That’s why you stay high
Cause the pain goes numb

When you pill pop, or when the powder drain
Or the green blaze, or denial makes it easier to look away

And now the world feels better... not feelin’ a thing
And you are Finally free u can breathe again

Till the high starts fadn’ n u start makin’ your way back
From highs vacation

But u can’t take it
No u don’t wanna ever come home

Cause home mean the high is gone
No more runnin’ no more hidin’ from

Everything that’s wrong
cause you don’t face your problems

You’d rather pretend
And hope god hears you calling

till then it’s whatever puts you back in a coma
then its back to the party where life’s like floatin’

cuz 7 day fuckers take they cards and foldem’

REPEAT CHORUS

V3

That’s why we hold are tongues
And let pushers push poison to the ones we luv

N why the streets ain’t safe enough to walk on em
And Why daughter gets fuck while the cameras on her

And your sons locked up in a 9 x 12
N life on earth is hell

but when its time to tell u call anybody talkin’ snitches
like you want trouble livin’ wit us till he knock on your door

n you’re his next victim used to say fuck the police
now you pointing your finger saying we need more of them

but the moral is… we need you to give a fuck bout
more than gin, narcotics, and fantasy island

where in our mind we ain’t part of the problem.

Even though it’s your kids or your friends causin’
all of the pain you just too 7 days to stoppem’

Fuck God

2011-05-11T13:05:00.000-07:00

Woke up this morning naw ain’t nothin’ changed
Today just as fucked up as yesterday cause

Everybody still watchin’ everybody else fall
Guess they waitin’ on God

But for 2000 years he ain’t been here
So either he don’t care at all or
He don packed up heaven and moved on

And yeah I know what y’all gon say
But fuck y’all...

And if god could fix the world but don’t
Then fuck god

cause I’m tired of wakin’ up
to the same problems

and I’m tired of everybody talkin’
doin nothin’.

Cause words only sound good And I need
more than speeches and people preachin’
What god means

that’s how I know they god fuckin’ fake
and they just usem to keep me in me place

cuz while I’m on me knees prayin’
please lord they countin’ up all they paper

an every time I callem he don’t never to make it

see she needed god when that fucker rapped her
an they needed god so I’d never have to take a
life but they don’t understand right and wrong

so now I’m watchin’ my back hopin’ they don’t
think that they can run up on me.

An I ain’t do shit to them
Or maybe god tryin’ to tell me
We all part of the problem

And that’ s why shit happens
That’s why the worlds outta control

And it won’t get better till
I attack the

Root of the problem cuz clippin’ weeds only
Means tomorrow

I’m still gon be clippin’ weeds
What the world need is

more people on their feet
Insteand of their knees

Cuz if we never stand up
Things el always be the same

No matter how much they mouths are movin’
See that’s the game

They feed me god
And keep me prayin’

Steada preyin’ on them fuckers
Preyin’ on us while were prayin’

We just lay there
And letem fuck us
Trustin’ god gone help us out

But if he loved us
When we called him

He’d come runnin’
No a father ed never watch his

Son or daughter suffer
Not if he could help it

But this mofucker
Keep watchin us fall

And me, I’m tired of fallin’

And done callin’ disconnected phone numbers.

WWIII

2011-05-11T12:57:00.000-07:00

From the day that I came home
I finally saw
How the whole world pretended
that nothin' was wrong
How they smiled and laughed
Refusin' to cry
Cause tears mean truth
And we prefer lyin'

And we"re So used to tryin'
Hard to believe the lies that
Keep our tears silent

Like we on fantasy island
Choosin' to not the see the problems around us

But the more I look
The more I see what war was really trainin me for
N Now I walk out my front door
Fuck thousands of miles
Only need to deploy

10 steps to see targets that need to fall.

N billions of people that’s sleep on the job

And I wish that I could just not get involved

But I can’t. cause I don’t have time wait on god

And I know what you think, he’s just crazy PTSD

But ain’t nothing wrong with me, Nope that's just what they hope you believe

Cause they know after everything I’ve seen and done what I’m capable of

And they fear me…

Cuz They know if you hear me… It’s gon be world war….

THREE!!!

cause I’m tired of the word being hurt but actin' like nothins' matter
playin' tough when they know life is crushin' the fuck
out they lungs pretendin' it ain’t happenin'

cause life seems so hard and its
easier to stay than is to move on
now we stuck in the past
though yesterday gone
too scared
to say yesterdays wrong

so today I do nothin'
still sufferin' tomorrow
cope with the pain till the pain becomes part of
my life

now I can’t tell right from whats wrong
it hurts but I can’t not hold on

but the longer I hold
the longer it holds me
until I can’t see that I let it own me

maybe if only
this won’t the only feelin’ I knew
I’d know to let go
but since birth all they told me

Was this is how life gotta be
But this just don’t feel free

There’s gotta be more
I feel it within in me
but everything they say
makes me feel empty

and now I’m just
scared to move
so if Simon don’t say so
I don’t do it…

N strong to me is sufferin' Through it
but strongers what I need to be
To Remove all the problems from life
I let grow roots
Throw water on fire
Only way to undo it

So I can see past all the shit
They told me I needed
Just To control me with it
but now I’m don listenin' no
I can’t hearem…
All I hear is myself and the fear of
Bein afraid will no longer make me a victim
An now If I could just face
Myself in the mirror

Beautiful

2010-05-22T11:23:00.000-07:00

CHORUS

Your so beautiful
I can’t find
A flower in bloom
As beautiful as you
When you smilin’

Your so beautiful
I can’t find
A word in this world
Beautiful enough
To describe yeah

but I havn’t told you as much
as I should
I just let the world tell you lies
and when you cried
never understood

I just sat there and watched
Cause I couldn’t
Tell you the truth
Cause even I believed the lies
They told you

But know I know...

VERSE

She was born Naturally
As beautiful as beautiful can be
Wish I’da told her she don’t need
Nothin’ they seller she already perfect

But she think she gotta be like everything
She see rounder

And she try so hard to be seen
It’s harder to find her

Now she so gone
she don’t know who she is
Any longer a
nd all I see is
What was beautiful
transformed into garbage

cause they told her
that who she really was was the problem
and nobody else bothered
To tell her…

CHORUS

VERSE II

Everything they ever showed you
Told you you should be
More like these women
they pay to dress n act like beautiful means

Whatever they say
but all they say is you can’t be
Nothin’ less you look like her
but she look like a whore to me

but whatever she do whatever she wear you repeat.
and they pay her to act like sellin’ sex
make her the coolest bitch breathin’

Now you runnin' round just like her and all I see is
One more beautiful girl tearin’ herself into pieces

POURIN RAIN'

2010-01-08T06:14:00.000-08:00

CHORUS
well i was walkin down the street one day
far from home

all I gots my balls my brothers our lovers
and maybe tomorrow

now my brothers don’t talk much
ain’t too much to say

but when our lovers get to talkin
its like walkin through pourin’ rain.

V1
When the rain start fallin
All the sunshine fall out the sky

N the clouds move in faster than a fox
After a rabbit and I

Already know the rabit gon die

But, if you didn’t wantem dead
Then you probably shoulda said
Somebody come and get this fox
the fuck up outta here
but till then

but till then
a lion gonna keep bein a lion
till you take em out the jungle
but he still gon bite you
I swear

V2
Now if the weather man told you that
It was gonna be rain

Would you take an umbrella
Or just hope that it don’t rain today

An if you was a rabbit bein chased
With that fox up in your face
Had a chance to killem
Would you take it?

I already know.

Now maybe you a rabbit
Just gon let that fox come after yeah

But I got lil bunny babies
Waitin on some carrots

So the fox the fox got to go

V3
Now if the rain stop fallin
But the clouds still cover the sky

And the weatherman told you
Take an umbrella if you wanna stay dry

Would you take an umbrella
Or just let that fox eat you alive

Cause if you get wet…
You can kiss that rabbit goodbye

He’ll never come home

And all the lions gon die

CHORUS
That’s why I’m
Walkin down the street all day

Far from home

N all I gots my balls my brothers our lovers
And maybe tomorrow

And why my brothers don’t talk much
Ain’t too much to say

And why when our lovers get to talkin
It’s like walkin through the pourin rain.

Cause we ain't dyin today

No we ain’t dyin today.

CONFLICT RESOLUTION

2010-01-08T06:11:00.000-08:00

V1
Why you think they taught me how to
Move under fire
How to flank a mofucker
Aim shoot n retirem’
And why the gave me
Tanks n artillery to fightin with
If they was tryin to save lives
they should called spiderman
but they called me
which mean the shit done hit the fan
and now its time for me
to makem read all thirty pages of the magazine

an even though I wish things could be
different they can’t
cause either they gon kill me
or ima kill them

an that’s the way its always been
cuz war aint changed
since the day god created man

but yall like pretendin
war aint what it is
and I prefer livin
so I kill them instead

CHORUS
If you got problems
We got answers
But don’t call us
Less you wanna see the math start addin up

So maybe yall should talk more
Cause once we get to talkin
Mouths stop movin
Fingers move back n forward

And we can’t help it
Cause all we see are targets need droppin
Aint stopping till they’ve all fallen

Fuck you thought these guns was for
We don’t shake hands
We got to war
We go to war

V2
Guess yall don’t know this mofucker
Not the way that I do
Cause he don’t care who live and die
N he don’t know no rules
And he aint got morals
No ethics
An everytime we seeum
Same fucked up shit happens
Bodies start stackin up
Ceilin to the floor
N he don’t care how many die
Just as many lives as possible
Cuz he been killin
Men women children since BC
Naw he don’t give a fuck bout life whats right
Or your opinions
So while yall hopin he change
I prefer to call this mofucker by his name
Yeah I prefer to judgem by his resume
An this fuckers resumes
Completely insane

But if you got problems

CHORUS
If you got problems
We got answers
But don’t call us
Less you wanna see the math start addin up

So maybe yall should talk more
Cause once we get to talkin
Mouths stop movin
Fingers move back n forward

And we can’t help it
Cause all we see are targets need droppin
Aint stopping till they’ve all fallen

Fuck you thought these guns was for
We don’t shake hands
We got to war
We go to war

V3
So don’t call me less you ready
For to send these fuckers packin
and your stupid ass questions
stop askenem

of course they gon die
and yeah I’m probable gon
kill whoever shootin at me
even if he 10
he gon die for he turn 11

cause I ain’t here to play no games
an if they won’t tryin to kill me
wouldn’t act this way

but since they keep tryin to kill me
I’ma keep on killin
Only way one to live stay the fuck away from me

Cuz I can’t tell
Which fuckin team they on
An its only 2 teams here theirs and mine

So even if they got both hands in the sky
The safest place to be’s behind me.

WONDERFUL WORLD

2010-01-08T06:08:00.000-08:00

V1
I got my back against the wall
So I push harder
Wish I aint have to push at all
but tmrw lookin farther from me

n long as I can breathe
I’ll find a way to stretch each seconds longer
All I need is time
Cause if the present passes me
Its over

An I got
so much more to do
So for now I’m doin whats gon hold me over
but walkin down this road
Only makes me colder

Now I’m cold as ice
N walking thru the fire
can’t turn me to water

that’s how I keep up wit tmrw

it’s a wonderful world.

V2
Down to my last seconds
Look like tmrw aint gon happen
Cause Im feelin the present
Slowly passin me

N my heart rates
Movin like a billion beats per second
Yeah this next breathe
Might be my last one

So while im out here
Tryin to make a second last
An hour longer

Only way to do its
Find who’s timin me
And pray I findem for my time is up

But It feel like everybody keepin time on me
N if I can’t killem all I’m fucked.

It’s a wonderful world.

OUT HERE WALKIN'

2010-01-08T06:05:00.001-08:00

CHORUS
While im out here walkin
Down the road
Ima see a lotta bad things baby
N ima do even more

Don’t need you to tell me nothing
I already know
Just need you to tell me keep walkin
Till I get home

V1
We don been down this road before
N It don’t look no different at all
Birds still in the sky
Same clouds from the last time
N trees start green
But in fall their leaves die
N Then it gets colder
N till the waters freeze
Now we skatin on the same thin ice
for 4 seasons
n the same last names
for the same reasons
this el be the last time we seeum
naw aint too much changed

CHORUS

V2
feel like im goin in circles
n all the chapters in this book
read just like the first one

an all these pictures the same
just now the image look sharper
and the fashions changed

but the the same color pen
still writin the pages
and the moral of the story aint changed
in ages

the same tears
fall down the same faces

n the damage done never erases
naw aint too much changed

DREAMS

2010-01-08T06:00:00.000-08:00

CHORUS
I go to sleep and dream things I shouldn’t dream
But whats fucked up is everything I see
Is not flashbacks from overseas…

Lord please help me send back jesus
He’ll die forem but I kill people
Every time my eyes close and I can’t
Stop dreamin boutem all bein dead

And when I wake up
Its still in my head
Cause I wanna test
Everything they said

Cuz I know what reality is
And my dreams show me showin them
They don’t shit… but insteada me bein
Better than them
I become what I’ve been
And that’s not good

Cause I see me
Covered in they blood

V1
Im just tired of the talkin
None of them shit
They don’t understand
How real it could get

IF I go back to doin what I did
Cuz when I wanna dead
People don’t live

and you talk like
you cant be touched
but you breathe air
or have you forgot

anybody livins heart can stop
an you aint special
you could get got

I could snatch you up no problem
Even wit all that
Security around you

Cuz they not shit neither
just more bodies layin on the ground bleedin

I know they think they safe
But death is only a coupla recons a way

N it aint hard specially when you been trained
to do the math then subtract from the equation

CHORUS
I go to sleep and dream things I shouldn’t dream
But whats fucked up is everything I see
Is not flashbacks from overseas…

Lord please help me send back jesus
He’ll die forem but I kill people
Every time my eyes close and I can’t
Stop dreamin boutem all bein dead

And when I wake up
Its still in my head
Cause I wanna test
Everything they said

Cuz I know what reality is
And my dreams show me showin them
They don’t shit… but insteada me bein
Better than them
I become what I’ve been
And that’s not good

Cause I see me
Covered in they blood

V2
Why you talk like that…
Who the fuck are you
An why you actin so hard
Please cool

The fuck down partner
You don’t know shit
Don’t matter where you from
Or where the fuck you live

Cause once I get to plottin Phaselines
Its game over for whoever we bout to get
Won’t even see us comin n we don’t miss
Might even draw fire to move towards it

So keep shootin I love it (why)
That’s how im gon find the mofucker
Flankem then thankem up close
So tellem keep choppin that chopper like a pro

Fuck gansta I’m GI JOE
An fuck what they talkin they have no
IDEA what real is “NOPE”
So Consider this your 2 minute warning.

CHORUS
I go to sleep and dream things I shouldn’t dream
But whats fucked up is everything I see
Is not flashbacks from overseas…

Lord please help me send back jesus
He’ll die forem but I kill people
Every time my eyes close and I can’t
Stop dreamin boutem all bein dead

And when I wake up
Its still in my head
Cause I wanna test
Everything they said

Cuz I know what reality is
And my dreams show me showin them
They don’t shit… but insteada me bein
Better than them
I become what I’ve been
And that’s not good

Cause I see me
Covered in they blood

V3
Now watch your tax dollars go to work
Slide this mask down n smack her
Bottom make sure she sit right
So they could read every page I write

Hit they block phaseline sprite
Draw fire team 1 sit tight
Team 2 suppress them from the right
Team 3 fuckem , end they life…
Team 4 catch those runners
Close the back door on them mofuckers

Now team 1 move in… take no prisoners make sure they dead…
Anybody wounded 1 to the head
Cause we aint here to be a mofuckers friend.
We here to tell the truth… that’s it
Truth told… now they gods business

LUVU2DEATH

2010-01-08T05:54:00.000-08:00

CHORUS
I love you so much
And this worlds so fucked up
I don't wanna see you
Suffer no more pain
Its breakin my heart

an all I know is
I love you more then myself
So no matter what they say
Know I love you to death

V1
Cause life is hell
So I release you from this prison
On earth
I want the best for you

Cause you deserve so much more
And the world so cold
Just want you to be warm

I know they question our love
Don’t think I love you at all
But if I didn’t love you
Why would I have come

So far from my home
to make sure you had no more problems
an when you needed god
who helped you findem
I love you to death

[Chorus]

V2
that’s why I’ll always be there for you
an when you can’t sleep
I’ll read you bed time stories

An when you feelin short of breath
Open your chest up for you
So you can get some fresh air
To your lungs

an if ever you feel the
weight of the world on your shoulders
its gone

an if you hungry
fill your stomach
till the hungers gone

man I got
so much love for you
but they say it’s wrong
cause they don’t think I love you all

but I love you to death.

[chorus]

V3
I don’t wanna ever see you hurtin
No more tears your eyes
Its too much pain for you here
send you to a better life

cause the world so ugly
I’m just doin whats right
Im willin suffer here for you
That’s called sacrifice

An my love wont let me
Love you any less
An though I’ve tried
To not love you at all

I can’t help but to love you more

An my feelins are so strong
Now I can’t holdem back
N actions speak louder then words
So lemme show you
I love you to

IF I HAVN'T TOLD YOU

2010-01-08T05:46:00.000-08:00

V1
I know you miss me
And it feel like I’ve been gon forever
That’s why the only tears
I’ll ever cry
There for you
No matter what happens

Cause I miss you more then anything I ever known
Wish I could kiss you
But its impossible on the phone

An though sometimes I call you trippin
I need you know now
It’s only cause I’m so scared of losin
The one thing I love

N if I lose you
I ain’t got nothing left
N yeah I’m more afraid of that then death

CHORUS
When I sleep at night
I see your smile

So ready to come home
yeah it's been a while

Got this distance between us
but i would walk every mile

cause baby your the only thing worth
living for in my life

V2
Just need to hear your voice
cause when I hear you talkin I forget I’m here
an everything fucked up disappears

in if I close my eyes
I’m right beside you
An you’ll never know how good that feels

Cuz for once
I can see something beautiful here

So talk to me
Cause right now I need that more then air

N your voice
Is like hearin angels

N when I hear you
It don’t matter if I’m stuck in hell

And though we so far apart
It’s like you right here.

CHORUS
When I sleep at night
I see your smile

So ready to come home
yeah it's been a while

Got this distance between us
but i would walk every mile

cause baby your the only thing worth
living for in my life

V3
Even though I travel the world
it don't mean a thing

I can see what's ahead
starring at this ring

if you feel like I'm feelin'
you wonderin' what life gon bring

But i'm ready to take on the world
long as I got you girl

CHORUS
When I sleep at night
I see your smile

So ready to come home
yeah it's been a while

Got this distance between us
but i would walk every mile

cause baby your the only thing worth
living for in my life

V4
All I wanna do is touch you
Hold you
But right now I’m so far away
I’d kill the world to be closer

Or Just to wrap my arms around you
Cause I’m nothing without you

And I’m feelin like I can’t go a second longer
Yeah I’m Tryin to be strong
But even WAR ain’t got nothin on
How I feel about you

N though this place may take my life

My love for you is the one thing
I know el never die.

THE ONLY TEARS I'LL EVER CRY

2010-01-08T05:32:00.000-08:00

V1
Cause I seen people dyin'
I can't cry
And I've helped so many pass on
weigh like air on my mind

Nowhere close to home
but so close to dyin'
barely holdin'
but so far from cryin'

Cause the only tears
I'll ever cry
There for you baby
YEah I cry every time

Everytime I think about you
and that's all the time
No, there's nothin beautiful here
less I picture you smilin'

N I just wanna hold you baby
for the rest of my life
and yeah this wars killin' me
so is bein without you

But the only tears
I'll ever cry
cause i miss you baby

I love you baby
Oh I love you baby
yeah i love you baby
and thats all i know

so till i come home
breathin or wrapped in a flag
i just need you to know

that i don seen so much pain
but i can't cry at all

cause the only tears
I'll ever cry
cause i miss you baby

CALM DOWN

2010-01-08T05:16:00.000-08:00

V1
I know I talk tuff
But I aint sure
If when I get home
it’ll be the same anymore

And that hurts more than
Anything I saw here
An all I’ve gone thru
So farAint the problem

Its more like
Whats gon be wrong
On arrival

When I touch down
For the first time in a while

Could be hard to smile
Harder to let go
Of this breath
I’ve been holdin on to for so long

Wonderin whats changed
While I been gone
Will anybody understand
Or will my heart be broken

N if they don’t understand
Will I want to choke them
Will I lose My temper
N not know when to

Calm down

CHORUS
or maybe I should be
mad as fuck
come home and practice
what I’ve been taught
flash back on you fuckers
like im back at war
cause yall don’t get me at all
so im have to put
yall what I’ve been thru [why]
maybe then they’ll evolve

cause I’ve seen hell been their
but yall
aint never really seen fucked up before
so maybe I should show you how wrong you are
get to runnin round the streets
like im still deployed

V2
came home to the
same place I left from

but now I got so many questions
and I see

so many problems
I wanna correct em

But they’ll just say the war
Had adverse affects on him

And send me off
to be examined

diagnose me something
post traumatic

though its not anything stress
related happenin

just the worlds fucked up
round me an I’ve had it

cause they don’t understand
how good they have it

an I aint almost die for you fuckers
to act like

its so bad here that you cant get past it
while I moved forward under
odds unimaginable

so maybe yall should adjust your aperture
for I have to come get at yeah

cuz I’ll fix your problems for good
subtract your stupid ass from the world.

CHORUS

V3
You still don’t get it I know
N Proly think im more fucked up now
Than before

But I
beg to differ only difference
I matured

Used to think I had problems
Wont problems at all

And after everything I saw
Finally I saw

What for so long
Was right there but it took war

To show me how not fucked up my life was
And showed me what I’d do protect what I love

And I love America
So look what I’ve done

Now I come home
And America’s fucked up

Find who’s fuckin her
now ima fuck them

Cause we gave lives
An they offerin nothin

Which means to me we got problems
Need solvin
An I don’t run from a conflict
I’d rather confront it

But nobody el confront you
I’m home now fucker
An I’m hungry

CHORUS

PTSD

2010-01-08T05:04:00.000-08:00

CHORUS
They think
That I’m
Crazy
PTSD
maybe
I’m just what
Wars made me
And my problems
They can’t see

V1
from my perspective
Cause they won’t look
Past life how they see it
But we’ve looked
Past all the smoke blown
Thus change has occurred
And we see clearer
Their visions blurred
cause they cant see that 3 letter word
that without there would never be
change in this world

so ain’t nothin’ wrong with me
the disorders yours
don’t diagnose me

till you’ve seen what I’ve seen
then you’ll know something till then learn from me
and I teach the truth better
then universities

I teach my experience
You just read
Books bout it
Then try to understand me

But you could never understand
Something You’ve never seen

So the problem Is not me
The problem is ya’ll just ain’t
Evolved enough mentally

V2
Cause we’ve seen what it takes and
We got it
Fuck the extra mile
We’ll Go 6,000
Extra miles
And we’ll put bullets
Thru they head than smile
And no we not crazy
It’s Ya’ll in denial

We just doing what
We supposed to
Murder mofuckers
Dead bodies
On my highlight poster

Meet my opponents on the court
And do’em like Jordan
Cause if bodies ain’t droppin’ then
We ain’t scoring

And keeping scores important
But Don’t call it murder
Call it post natal abortion

And I’m pro choice
But Don’t make it, we’ll make it for you
1 year and up
after the first 9 months is over

throwem’ in the water
but first make sure its boiling
watch them chickens loose feathers
fuckem, we’ll pluckem’ for you

TO HELL

2010-01-08T04:56:00.000-08:00

CHORUS
Cause I been
so bad
I've done
so much wrong

When I die
already know
where I'm goin

and while I'm there
he gon try as hard as he could

but the devil gon have
his hands full

V1
Cause we don kicked down doors
Shot thru walls
Sent our fair share
Back to there lords

No, havnt been a good boys
they play nice
“what yall play” [WAR]

standin on the block
wit all our toys
even the devil know better
than to come for us

don’t fuck around you cant afford it
n we paid to flush life down the toilet

we even get awards for it
so if you see us you should proly avoid us

cuz we’ve been trained to kill all u
n I cant lie at times I enjoy it

it’s like porn for me
an you can star in my next snuff
film for free.

fuckem on camera
Print to DVD
N call it how to make a bitch
Stop breathin.

CHORUS
Cause I been
so bad
I've done
so much wrong

When I die
already know
where I'm goin

and while I'm there
he gon try as hard as he could

but the devil gon have
his hands full

V2
So send me down
to the devil I'll be

cooler than ice
enjoyin' the breeze

cause the devil ain't got
ain't got shit on me

and he know better
then to fuck wit me

V3
So send us to HELL
For all we’ve done
But let the DEVIL know we taken
HELL from him

Cause he don run shit
he just one more
target we gon hit

he just one more
name on the list
so he aint got that
much longer to live

so hand it over easy
hate to have get
to the point where I feel
we both cant exist

n I aint want it to be like this
but he leave me no choice
still think hells his

wanted my soul but I aint sellin shit
fuck I look I like given anything to him
cause he aint got nothing I cant get
n he got me fucked up if he think Ima bitch

so tell that red mofucker strip
for I get to snatchin horns n
performin face lifts

CHORUS
Cause I been
so bad
I've done
so much wrong

When I die
already know
where I'm goin

and while I'm there
he gon try as hard as he could

but the devil gon have
his hands full

FUCK WITH ME

2010-01-08T04:42:00.000-08:00

V1
They keep askin me
Whats in my head
I keep tellinem
My sixth sense
Keep kickin in
So I don’t see nothin
But more life lost
Round here

Past due
So we evictem
What you rentinem?
AIR

And I feel for the families
Of those we’ve killed
I know they wanted 21
But deaths all we deal

And I’d prefer
To never have to pull this trigger again
But the fact of the matter is that
As long as im here.

CHORUS
Another head hangs lowly
life is slowly taken.
their violence we will silence
They were so mistaken

Cant they see
they will bleed
them and their families
Thru their heads
thru their heads if they’re fighting
With our tanks and our guns
Taking air from their lungs
Thru their head
thru their head
till they’re crying...

Thru their head
thru their head
Fuck wit me
fuck wit me
fuck wit me
and I'll put bullets through your head
Thru your head
Fuck wit me
fuck wit me
fuck wit me
And I’ll put bullets thru your head
Thru their head
thru their head
thru their head
thru their head

V2
I cant help it
Maybe im cursed
Or maybe I should lay down
And let em kill me first

But I’d rather not die here
Call me selfish
Jus hand me da brush
N lemme paint these targets

Cause I’m A modern day da Vinci
n this they last supper
after this they history

payback for everytime
they missed me

an as long as they shootin
get them for they get me

CHORUS
Another life is taken
As we roll them over
Offering violence they'll be silenced
to their God we will take them

Long as you would kill me
I will gladly put 3
thru your head
thru your head
if your fighting,

With our tanks and our guns
Taking air from your lungs
Thru your head
thru your head
till your dying...

Thru your head
thru your head
Fuck wit me
fuck wit me
fuck wit me
and I’ll put bullets through your head
Thru your head
Fuck wit me
fuck wit me
fuck wit me
And I’ll put bullets thru your

V3
Head for tryin me
Cuz I Only trust
Dead people to not fire at me
Anymore

N they friend
im not tryin to be
so quick change magazines
and feed them mofuckers some more

WAR

2010-01-08T04:37:00.000-08:00

V1
I understand what yall sayin
But we are from 2 different worlds
And the only side you are willing 2 see
Is yours

Sure it ed be lovely if we could all coexist
Peace could exist
And I wouldn’t have to lace my boots
No more

But all it takes is
One mofucker that wants more
Starts wit a pair of shoes
Turns to a country that’s not yours

Maybe one day we could all be
More peaceful
But if we all peaceful
What happens when he wants more

And he knocks on your door
Cause he wants yours
And givinem what he asks for
Leaves you with nothing

Will you givem what he wants
Or say fuckem'
But he’s willin' to kill for it
You gon let him fuck you

And yeah the world needs more love
But he wont love you
And into your beautiful world walks
Something so ugly

And to him your peace means
Absolutely nothing
Thus as long as there is
One mofucker willin to fuck me

ITS WAR

V2
Everybody wants more
Can’t get out hands on enough
But there are those the world over
That feel but can’t touch

And that’s they infatuation with us
So how the fuck we push something on em
That they already want

And we’ve come along way
Though things are still fucked up
But we are free’r
Than anybody on the planet

And that’s why they love us
We can live our dreams
And if we’ve got it in us
We can achieve

And they want that for themselves
They have never been that free
And that’s exactly
what America means

but their country don’t like it
so they would attack me
don’t wantem that free
cause they know what that means

it’s only so long for they smoke screen
clears and people touch what they were
told never to feel

and as dreams become tangible
weapons will yield
and to be free people will
kill or be killed… AND THAT’S WAR

V3
The world could be beautiful
But it is what it is
And its no more now
Than what its ever been

So fulla so many people talking
Violence ain't it
But you gotta kill violence first
To peacefully live

And as long as somebody wants what
Nobody el give
There are those who on behalf of that el
See you dead

So it’ll be more tears fallen
No matter what you’ve said
cuz if you really want change
There are those who cannot live

N Though you sell your alternative
They wont buy it
Cause a closed mouth
Never gets fed

And they hungry for more
Like they havn’t ate in years
And peace only provides
You will starve given in

Cause he’ll eventually
Want more than what you have to give
Now you getn fucked hard
Cause you wouldn’t stand

And he said fuck all
Peaceful solutions
But you wanna live better
Maybe not as good as him… SO WE GO TO WAR.

LOVE ME

2010-01-08T04:33:00.000-08:00

V1
Yall don’t understand
This is our job
We train for to bring forth
The wrath of god

Go to war on yall behalf
May not come home alive
But we understand
When we deploy
We may die so

Don’t cry for me
Wipe them tears from your eyes
Even though this could be
Our last good bye

Too many problems of your own
Stop trying to shoulder mine
Plus its too late for talking
We behind enemy lines

I know you
Tryin to help
You only helping us die
Cause your opinion makes it harder
For to do our jobs

I understand you don’t like war
But understand this
I’ma soldier and I ride to the death
For you and your kids

And I don’t care who lied
Cause I know what the truth is
There are those that must die
So others can live

And I’ll be that for you
Cause that’s what we do
So lemme
Handle my business for the red white and blue

CHORUS
Bolts to the back
Locked in
Magazines
droppin
Reload let the bolt go
Keep poppin

They stand up
Droppem
Who are yall to
judge me
wish yall ed
shut the fuck up
and just love me

[repeat]

V2
I know what yall thinking
War aint the answer
But I will not be smacked
Then asked to be passive

Ima attackem
We can shake hands after
The dust settles
Till then exchange
Full metal jackets

So on behalf of
All those active
Duty don’t screw me
Let us let these fuckers have it

And I promise one day
It’ll all make sense
Cause playin the game aint the same as
Watchin it from the bench

So you’ll
Proly never get a
clear enough picture
till you somewhere close enough to the fire
to light your cigars

but remember that we are
and this is not Hollywood
when we die
we are gon

so support me
that’s all I want
an it aint support yall not letn me
do my job

an if you anti war
you don’t support me at all
that’s like sayin you love k9’s
but cant stand dogs

and you…
gotta know you wrong
cause soldiers are to war
like employees are to jobs

we both got work to perform
except when I leave for work
I may not return home

CHORUS

V3
I know you feel like this is
All bout oil
Or a lie told for a son to
Walk the footsteps of his father

But yall ain’t walkin are you
And gas prices up
N mofuckers still dyin
But your tanks fillt up

And we don’t need
hypocrites judging us
we all liars
nobody tell the truth
till they caught

even then we half tell it
he’s no different than us
and don’t forget
we’ve all prospered off
people getn fucked

and we’ve all let it ride
behind in GOD we trusts
cause money make the world go round
like it or not

but right now
we don’t see whats in it for us
but as soon as we can profit
we there makin a buck

when we were more concerned with how
killings wrong once
upon a time
fast forward we give
no more fucks

you only talk shit
cause you are to soft
to knuckle up
savin face just in case
we don’t perform our jobs

but now the markets wide open
an you got
something to sell
yeah you used to be against war
but I can’t tell

looks like wars done us well
yeah Americas a monster
but we are all one ourselves
cause were all guilty of wantin

more for ourselves
and the truth is more only comes from
somebody else

and though you
mind takin it
soon as its took
you’ll have your hands
wide open wantin
your piece to.

CHECK

2010-01-08T04:28:00.000-08:00

CHORUS
Got my boots laced CHECK
Sapi plates CHECK

M4 7 30 round clips
MRE’s size 7.62 .50 cal and 5 point 5, 6

Ready to hold the whole block down CHECK
Ready to lay the whole block down CHECK

Ready to spray anybody anything movin I am not dyin here today
LETS GO

V1
We shoot bullets like
He shoot the rock
But he is worth millions
N we are not

Knowin we may die today
But he will not
Keep holdin on
Whether we
Lose our grip or not

Out here
Holdin down the block
Where in every sentence
Every letters
Caps locked

Where anything other than life
Worried I’m not
Where when those buried
Boil my water to the top

And fuck oil
Driven yal aint stopped
So my bolt rides like a
Pornstar on a cock

N who knows
How much times
Left on the clock
Today im on my game
I’m takin every shot

30 rounds later
bolts to the back locked
one push of a button
magazine drops

no timeouts
reload on the spot
add 30 more
release the bolt
then…

30 more gone
repeat it
back from the top
fold under pressure
no we will not

lay down
we’ll givem
everything we got
till we back home

or are hearts stop

CHORUS

V2
We advance under contact
They call fouls
An play thru injuries
Though are pulse slow down
Move it out under fire
Cause time outs
Don’t exist here
The whole time we holdin it down
And they want rings
We play cause we proud
Cause 6 to 8 percent of us
Are not cowards
And we will stand
When they lay down
We are Americas BEST
Pound for pound
Stand behind the arc
Gunnem down
Fight to the death
Cause we don’t throw towels
We don’t know how to fold
Or back down
But without us
You wouldn’t stand so proud
So be happy
Whenever shit goes down
That yall aint gotta be
No where around
So while we holdin our breathe
Bite your tongues
Cause yall fuckers don’t speak for us at all

CHORUS

V3
He just gotta shoe deal
I got hit wit rpg’s
And its funny
Cause we both can shoot 3’s
But he can only break ankles
We break wills
Of any mofucker wanna play us
Putem on the scale
They’ll never way up
Puttem on the field
They’ll never play us
And were also worth millions
But we don’t hold out
Cause what its worth no one el pay us
Keep to the grind
Though so many hate us
But the bottom line is
We are the greatest
N we will for the broke to the famous
Smack the shit outta
Any mofucka on the planet
Whether or not you understand it
Keep on takin everything for granted
And while you sleep
We’ll be on the block
Somewhere sendin bodys back to god

CHORUS

THE WITHDRAWL METHOD

2010-01-08T04:12:00.000-08:00

V1
You say withdrawl
but I say
stick it in deeper
and don't pull out till they come

to their senses
that's how business gets done
that's why you deployed murderers
and gave us guns

cause we speak a language
requires no tongue
just hammers to the primer
to the conversations done

So let us talk to our hearts content
and let us handle these insurgent
like guerrilla pimps

and stop talking bout a place you've never been
cause you hired me to fuck
told me to fuck them

so while i'm fuckin
don't touch my dick
and i promise
I'll withdraw after I fuck this bitch

V2
You'd prefer we made love
but soldiers fuck
cream pie inem 556 and up

givem SNM love
cause they like it rough
had you scared to fuckem
so you sent us

now you tryin to tell me that
i've had enough
I'm tryin' to kill this pussy
and it's just warmin' up

made you wonder why you hooked us up
now know she worth billions of bucks
but she so

outta control won't let you love her
so you need me to calm her down for you

and I got you
that's why I can't pull out
cause i'm so close to turnin' her out

V3
GEt rich or die tryin' baby
that's the motto

make investments today
see revenue tomorrow

and there's so much more money than oil
bout a hundred plus industries worth
hundreds of billions

and bread tastes better
stacked to the ceiling

so you need us to fuck those
fuckin the deal up

And once again I got cha
all i ask in returns let me fuck them proper

but you sent us to fuck but cock block us
won't let me fuckem unconscious
and that's what we do

for that red white and blue
and i promise I'll withdrawl when I'm thru

BRING IT ON

2010-01-08T03:52:00.000-08:00

CHORUS
We stand
So tall
Prepared to give
OUR ALL

And though scarred
Remain strong
Cause I don’t know quittin’
Where I’m from

So while I’m gon
To when I
Come home

I’ma be beatin’
My war drum
And they gon be Wishin’
I Hadn’t come

But here I am
bring it on!!!

V1
This is my rifle
and she spit fire

these are my brothers
and your times expired

wish you had more but time is
money
and you can't afford to buy it

so come quiet
but if you prefer noise

turn your volume up
and we'll turn up yours

we'll turn life from hot to cold
we'll make fractions of what was once whole

so hope to god
we don't declare war

if so nice knowin yeah
one of us gotta go

and whether its heaven or hell for us
I don't know but one things for sure

CHORUS
We stand
So tall
Prepared to give
OUR ALL

And though scarred
Remain strong
Cause I don’t know quittin’
Where I’m from

So while I’m gon
To when I
Come home

I’ma be beatin’
My war drum
And they gon be Wishin’
I Hadn’t come

But here I am
bring it on!!!

V2
They call it murder
we call it life

and my preservers to serve
whatever caliber el work

as i move thru the fire
laugh at death cause i am

not ready to go
so he gon have to try harder

and he gon have to take them first
selector switch never on safe its been on burst

2-5 shootem in the face
then scan for more work

targets up partner
puttem in the dirt.

CHORUS
We stand
So tall
Prepared to give
OUR ALL

And though scarred
Remain strong
Cause I don’t know quittin’
Where I’m from

So while I’m gon
To when I
Come home

I’ma be beatin’
My war drum
And they gon be Wishin’
I Hadn’t come

But here I am
bring it on!!!

V3
Whoever should want war
raise my left hand I swore

bloody more murder lord
what you think war is for

turn back the hands of time
whatever they see in their mind

U.S. ain't hard to find
these soldiers is one of a kind

Whenever we will collide
better be on the right side

choose the wrong one you will die
call it a genocide

My soldiers is hollarin' hooaah!!!
this is the way that we do it

so come on and get up into it
crank up that soldier music.

v4
Charge my weapon before I ride
my baby cryin
hopin' I don't die

Too many haters won't let me do my job
they don't think its worth takin' lives

but ima take theirs for they take mine
cause i aon't no pussy cat with 9 lives

and no matter how much they deny it
war means more people el be dyin'

CHORUS
We stand
So tall
Prepared to give
OUR ALL

And though scarred
Remain strong
Cause I don’t know quittin’
Where I’m from

So while I’m gon
To when I
Come home

I’ma be beatin’
My war drum
And they gon be Wishin’
I Hadn’t come

But here I am
bring it on!!!

TOLDEM'

2010-01-08T03:41:00.000-08:00

V1
I toldem' we was
Holdin' our breath
But they don’t listen

Wanted 24 hours
They wouldn’t givem

Guess they
Live too far from the friction

Cause they thought
LIVE FROM IRAQ was fiction

They thought
My truth was too far from the

Truth to be real
Said that ain’t war

But they too soft to wear that uniform
And they don’t know shit
But what the news toldem’

While my boy bleedin’ out
Here you hold em’

Apply direct pressure
To his wounds for em’

And hope he don’t bleed out too fast
Cause I’d hate for you to wanna pay
Anybody back

And I’d hate for you to
Understand the 8th track

I’d hate for you to
Ever have to feel like that

I’d hate for you to see the truth
I’d hate for you to have to feel the way I do
When I go to war

CHORUS
Cause I don’t feel like yall really understand
Nobody want war but here I am…
In the middle of it all
And all I wanna do is
Stand tall
Without yall interfering in doing my job
If you didn’t wantem’ dead
shouldn’t a sent me at all
and don’t worry I’ll whether the storm
just let me do what I trained for
while I’m gone

v2
we tell our children
they can have the world
but never tell the truth
how that’s possible
cause first you gotta pull off
mission impossible

but its not tom cruise in real life
more like
so many people havin’ to die
more like soldiers on the battlefield all night

cause its…
more than talk this game
n more than opinions of those
to pussy to play

you gotta weigh in
gotta go take it
and some times you gotta
smash they face in

and that’s the truth
so tell your lil kids that
so they not confused
so they will not sympathize
for the job I do
and I can handle my business
the way I’m supposed to

even though it ain’t all that pretty
they’ll at least stand behind me
if not with me

CHORUS
Cause I don’t feel like yall really understand
Nobody want war but here I am…
In the middle of it all
And all I wanna do is
Stand tall
Without yall interfering in doing my job
If you didn’t wantem’ dead
shouldn’t a sent me at all
and don’t worry I’ll whether the storm
just let me do what I trained for
while I’m gone

v3
we both want peace
but right now its war
so right now I need you to be
quiet for us

cause that’s how you really support us
let us go to work and don’t make
problems for us
even though you don’t like our job
even though I’ll proly never change your mind

I still need you to let me
Let them have it
I need you to see your opinion and look past it

Though unattractive let me face it
Let me release my bolt let me wastem’
And whatever fate is waitin’
Sour our sweet
Be glad you’ll never taste it

Cause I’m here now its work to do
And I don’t come to your job fuckin’ wit you

So let me
Just do what I do
Identify targets and put wholes throughem’

CHORUS
Cause I don’t feel like yall really understand
Nobody want war but here I am…
In the middle of it all
And all I wanna do is
Stand tall
Without yall interfering in doing my job
If you didn’t wantem’ dead
shouldn’t a sent me at all
and don’t worry I’ll whether the storm
just let me do what I trained for
while I’m gone

3000 PLUS

2010-01-08T03:06:00.000-08:00

3000
V1
3000 plus gone
they say in vein
but fuck them

I say
these colors don't run
stare the devil down
tellem bring it on

tellem we prepared to take hell from him
even if death is certain
we will ride this is our purpose
back and forth keep my bolt workin'

until my heart beat fails
and though I've gone
remember me well

I am the reason you breathe air
gave my life in exchange for theirs

and though I'm no longer here
look to the sun
I'll be there

With every one of us that fell
and we will live in your memories forever

CHORUS
3000 fell on the battlefield
but no matter how many are killed
we will not die
our fire just intensifies

continuing to march
whether our fate be the same
never forgetting the price that they paid

We will
walk thru the flames
like the 3000 plus that gave everything

V2
So don't worry about us
we already know
death may come
knockin on the door

3000 more times but thats war
and thats what we've trained for
and though you believe this wars wrong
we will not fail to do our jobs

we will not fold our cards
we will not lay down or cower
we will die fightin' this battle
we will throw everything we've got at em

we will keep standin' up no matter
how many fall so fuck countin'
numbers will not stop me from poundin'
these fuckers into the ground and if

I gotta be the next one to go
just make sure my memory lives on.

CHORUS
3000 fell on the battlefield
but no matter how many are killed
we will not die
our fire just intensifies

continuing to march
whether our fate be the same
never forgetting the price that they paid

We will
walk thru the flames
like the 3000 plus that gave everything

V3
So don't cry for me
this is what I do
know deaths round the corner
still move

around that corner
why? for you
cause he gon have to kill me
to get you

and though you've got your views
yall just don't have the heart we do

thus you'll always be confused
and never understand why we do it

cause were beyond compare
want the devil dead we'll deploy to hell

and while were there
blood will shed
and some of us will
come home in bags

cause thats the effect war has
so think about it for you send us anywhere

an if thats what you want
we are prepared
an if we die
put 21 in the air.

PUSSY

2010-01-08T02:16:00.002-08:00

Pussy
V1
Yeah your parents gave birth to a son
But they raised a daughter
And if you was mine
I’d be ashamed to have been your father

And you can talk all the shit you want
But I’ve seen you at your worst
And you stayed there the whole time
So you gotta whole lotta nerve

Talking bout his problems
And you couldn’t even deal with yours
Runnin your mouth like you wasn’t being a
Bitch the whole tour

And I’ve had my short cummings
But I reeled in the slack
When you allowed the pussy in you
To keep coming back

And you have to a noticed it
It was more than obvious
Cause the relationship
Yall shared out here was managomous

And I’ve tried to ignore
But your just so loud
Thought your actions might humble you
But you wont quiet down

Its like you don’t even see it
Either that or you don’t show it
But you the biggest pussy out here
And everybody else knows it

Lie to yourself though
If that’s how you get over it
I know we all holdin our breathe
But how long you gon hold it

Chorus

Don’t act hard
Cause pussy’s only get wet
And we’ve been waitin the whole year
And you aint been a man yet

And I know its hard to admit it
Cause the truth it hurts
That you aint deploy with no balls
Only halter tops and skirts

And your conscious got to be killin you
And don’t know how you handle it
Other than closing your eyes
And acting like it aint happening

Maybe that’s why
You judging everybody else
Cause you want em to feel
Exactly how you feel about yourself pussy

V2
You so quick to point the finger
But you don’t look in the mirror
Cause you don’t wanna understand
That word pussy any clearer

And how could you pretend
To see anything else
When the only thing you’ve been about
Since day one here was yourself

And as long as your breathin
It’ll be more excuses
And a million more reasons why
Somebody else should do it

And though you folded your hand
You act like you still playin
But you always found wanting
Everytime you are weighed in

And it really don’t bother me
Cause we’ll carry your weight
We’ve done it from day one
Whats 364 more days

And all I ask is one favor
And it aint that much
Take a closer look at yourself
For you size anybody up

Cause you aint left no room at all
To open your mouth and talk
Remember we seen you out the gate
You wont even get out the truck

Your courage is more than underfire
Its never enough
Cause the closest you came to standin out here
Was when you bitched up

Chorus

V3
It’s a whole lot a fuckers here
Probably too many
That’s even worse than anybody talking shit
That’s been a pussy

And its hard for me to understand
Though I understand scared
But some of the purple hearts
And bronze stars awarded round here

Now how the fuck did yall get that
Cause you aint do shit
Look I was there when marion went down
And you aint get hit

And if I recall you aint bleed at all
He almost lost a limb
Now how the fuck do you deserve
The same purple heart as him

And when they presented you with it
You accepted it proudly
And if I ever see you wearing it
Oh its coming the fuck off don’t doubt me

And its more people than you
Runnin round here undeservant
So I apologize for all you fuckers
Awarded for lip service
Cause yall ed never tell the truth
Im here to keep you honest
That without your rank
These awards you wouldn’t a gottem

And you talk about integrity
But wont admit that its wrong
For you to accept something
When you have done absolutely nothing at all

Chorus

TESTAMENT OF A SOLDIER

2010-01-08T02:16:00.001-08:00

Testament of a soldier
V1
While yall talk shit
Im too busy to listen
I don’t crack under pressure
I deal with the friction

Here its more than opinions
And though entitled to em
I don’t think yall
Understand what yall doin

Or what yall sayin
Yall got to be kiddin me
What did yall think it cost
To be livin free

So for our country
We will bleed
While you run your mouth
You say in defense of me

But mofucker please
You’ve made your millions
You could never
Feel me

And while yall talk shit
Understand how that’s possible
We made you rich
Cause we are willing to die for you

But yall take that for granted
So heres a one way ticket
Anywhere on this planet

I will not have you talk shit
While I die for your family
Protectin our interests
But you don’t understand em

Built on murder
Our country’s exapanded
And so far our troubles
Have rewarded you handsome

But now you critisize
The hand that fed you
And though you try to forget
No, I wont let you

And you coulda always of left
So now im here in iraq
Wondering whats kept you

Thinking we’d all be better of here
Less you
Opening your mouth
Against the country that’s blessed you

And we shouldn’t be here
Says you
But we are
And you still continue

To sit
While we swap spit with these fuckers
No you don’t have to agree
But you could at least support us

Stand behind us
If not for us
But your too busy
Runnin your mouth for reporters

While we here
Sweatin it out the entire fourth quarter
And you wont fight
So we fight for you

And freedom has a price
We payin it for you
The game of your life
We’re playin it for you

While you shit on everything
This country’s done for you
Keep runnin your mouth
Hope the world ignores you

No you don’t speak on our behalf
We speak for you
And it’s a shame
You even think you can speak for me

No I don’t see you in the streets
Bleedin for me
And until you’ve walked it
You cant talk it for me

We bought your careers
Fuck have you bought me
We pay the bills for those
Opinions you offering

And we do more than kill in your name
We slaughter them
So everyday you can hug
Your son and daughter again

But how easily
You forget what we’ve done
And how easily
When we stand you run

Fuck is really goin on
And please when you talk war
Hold your tongue

Cause for you to have lived this long
We have died so young
Look at yourself in the mirror
What have you become

Other than spoiled
By all the sacrifices we made
Enjoying life huh
After the ones we gave

Where would you be without war
Yall are so naïve
Only fuckers in the world
Complaining yall free.

REALITY CHECK

2010-01-08T02:15:00.000-08:00

Reality check
V1
92 to 94 percent of you fuckers fall short
cause only 6 to 8 is or has ever been a soldier before

sure its cute to imitate our likeness
and never go to war
but the closest you’ve been to in theatres
with your bitch and some popcorn pussy

im trying to believe you
and everything yall telling me
but I have seen soldiers first hand
and its not what yall sellin me

so could you please
pull your brand from the shelf
and anymore songs identifying you with me
keepem to yourself

cause though you may have stood behind us
you aint never stood wit us
cause I aint never seen you on the blocks here
when them ambushes hit us

and please don’t think
just cause you bought some fatigues
and run around with your little guns
playing war back home in the streets

that you could ever in any lifetime
be a reflection of me
cause I have deployed to go war
and you aint got the balls to leave

so for me could you please
shut the fuck up
and let me know when your done on my dick
so I can zip my pants back up

chorus

walk a mile in my boots
you couldn’t make it
sure you all soldiers at home
but out here you cant fake it
that’s why yall aint here
aint it
its just easier to act
hard on credit than it is to make a payment

but I got my receipts
no balance due on my statement
and yall got to love me
hear the music and I face it

its too easy to bluff a hand
and never have to play it
so no yall are not soldiers
just cause yall say it

v2
look, im hearing some things
right now that I don’t like at all
cause according to destiny’s child
aint none of us here soldiers at all

and the whole country right now
they just in love with that song
but I aint hear emsay nothing
but keep using the word soldier wrong

and I’ve been thru too much here
for yall to use the term so lightly
and these mofuckers they are describing
they are nothing like me

but im glad they marketing strategy
worked while we here dying
had to now that song ed sell
shit why the fuck else would they write it

or was it written before we deployed
and they just retitled it
turning a garbage song to a hit
increasing their entitlement

or maybe I aint got no taste
or idea what a soldier is
and maybe their description is dead on
and I aint here going thru shit

maybe these mofuckers at home
being soldiers is real shit
and maybe im wrong and to be a soldier
you aint gotta do shit

but sit on your ass
and let somebody else pray those rpg’s miss
or when your country goes to war
just lay down like a bitch

chorus

v3
it’s a lot a talk about where yall from
and who that makes you
sellin yourself as the hardest fucker
in the world no thank you

sure you hard on your block
but these streets ed break you
here its brand name thugs
and yall some off brand ganstas

wanna be soldiers
follow me I’ll take you
to see some marines in fallujah
and I hope you make it

or come visit my theatre
shit I’ll show you some places
but I really don’t think
that yall wanna go where I’ll take you

straight to the shittiest
city on a map
where you was probably better off
shootin yourself for we left

but yall mofuckers so hard
you cant be worried bout that
shit yall ed probably hold down
sadr city all by yourselves

the truth is
I don’t hink its enough towels
Cause yall ed throwem all in
For I could show yall around pussy

And im wonderin
Who yall gone let fuck yall now
Hardest soldiers in America
And yall all layin down

The fuck happened
Thought yall was ready for war
At least that’s what every word outta your mouth
Said you was but

let yall tell it
and anythings possible
when the closest yall been to war
is only 6,000 miles

come on now
yall cant be serious
and please tell me its more to yall
than just smoke and mirrors

I wanna believe you
And everything yall telling me
But again, I’ve seen soldiers first hand
And its not what yall selling me.

Chorus

I RIDE

2010-01-08T02:14:00.000-08:00

I ride
Chorus

I ride for these niggaz
I die for these niggaz
6,000 miles away
im takin fire with these niggaz so
yall wanna fuck around
we can fuck around to
don’t getm round 1
fuckem gettem round 2
everybody’s targets now
don’t make us have to target you
fallen saoldiers live forever
we’ll never remember you

v1
look here,

this is for them soldiers
that’s not gon make it home
so we go red in yall memory
shootem dead in yall memory

engage em point blank in they face
in yall memory
cause for we leave best believe
these iraq’s will remember me

cause we are not fuckin around here
we don’t get much sleep
when we on the block all night
exchanging bullets for peace

and once we start pullin these triggers
we don’t stop
till the whole block leaks
till its not a live body in the streets

somebody should a toldem
soldiers don’t know how to die easy
and we are fittin to get you back
for them families that’s now grieving

so it el be a whole lot a fuckers
in return that stop breathin
they should a laid down
we wouldn’t a had to killem when we seeum

but they don’t learn so quick
so we keep havin to teachem
that the hungrier they get
the more death we gon feedem

until its over we aint got no problem
with more bodies
that’s just how we get down
for them soldiers that served proudly

chorus

v2
they trying to see my body in the streets partner
but that’s not happenin
so for every bullet in my direction
im throwin 30 back at em

and when the crew serves start poppin off
its no more questions
these fuckers is meetin allah
in a matter of seconds fuckem

losin my patience
maybe I’ve been here too long
but yall is fittin to pay me back
for those soldiers not goin home

seen too many of us wounded
I wont be the next one
So the only Arabic im speakins
Getting spoke thru this gun

Yall don’t understand nothing else
And yall aint tryng to talk neither
You trying to win
And you only score when a soldier stops breathin

Only rules out this mofucker
Don’t get caught sleepin
And when somethins poppin of
Them triggers you got squeezem

Cause they wanna see me gone
But I am not leavin
And at times
I exercise this finger for no reason

Keep these other mofuckers bleedin
Rather them than me
And god willing you fuckers
Gon meetem before me

Chorus

DIRTY

2010-01-08T02:13:00.000-08:00

Dirty
V1
I don’t think yall understand
What m going thru the stress is killin me
My better halfs back home fuckin round
Least that’s what they telling me

She always in the clubs now
And she aint used to party
And she always wit a new nigga
Say she fuckin em probably

While im over here dodging bullets
Throwin em back at haji
She got her ass up in something tight
Trying to get fucked properly

They seen her last night
Hugged up in the movies
Wit some nigga
Obviously scheming trying to sleep wit my pussy

Try not to sweat it though this blood
Runs hot thru me
This is fire yall fuckin wit now
Please speak truthfully

Plus im hearing she don’t be home
Not half as much as she used to
Got me callin home naw
She aint pickin up like she used to

And I’ve heard all the stories
Bout how we deploy and they do us
And now my money spends
A lil bit faster than what it used to… I don’t know

Chorus
The whole time im gon
She was running round
I thought we were in love
I know what love is now

She’s telling me one thing
Doin another
Now everyday it seems
Harder to trust her

I don’t know
The fuck is really happening

I don’t know
If im over reacting

I don’t know
If she’s home bein faithful
While im gone…

V2
When we talk now its always something
Startin an argument
Specially when I ask her
Why she’s never home and all the money she spent

She say she got needs
Sometimes she need to be with her friends
But then I tell her what they tell me
Now she defensive as shit

Her whole story starts changing
How the fuck can I trust this bitch
When she tell me something one week
The next week she forgets

Nothing but more lies and excuses
Everytime she move her lips
2 in the morning cell phone
ringing in the background loud as shit

im trying to, keep my cool
cant afford to lose focus
cause here that shit el get me killed
even if just for a moment

so I let a lot of shit slide
even shit im not supposed to
but it gets harder to cope wit
not knowin if this is really happening

I’ve seen this movie played before
So I know what happens
She run them streets im trying to
Stay alive in Baghdad…

fuck her
Yeah I love her but trust is a mother fucker
And she make it harder to believe her
Everytime I talk to her

Chorus

V3
Get it together sweetheart
I can tell that you lying
Cause we aint talking like we used to
Plus its getting harder to find you

I know its issues
War is not easy but you create more problems
Still act like nothins happening
I just want you to be honest

If it aint no other mofucker
Than tell me who the fuck is this guy then
I hear you always with
That just a friend shit I aint buyin

Though you sell it like the truth
No not now don’t start crying
Cause I know that wont your girl
Last week you was outta town with

Look its too easy to tell the truth
Instead you denied it
Even worse I know you full a shit
And you still trying to hide it

Don’t worry the paperworks in progress
We can put this behind us
But now you wanna come clean
Say you don’t know where your mind went

You got lonely when I left
Needed someone to spend your time with
And you only slept wit em once
Sorry, that’s too many times bitch

The fuck I look like
Holdin on when you let go
And fuck I look like takin you back
I don’t keep trash in my home

Chorus

INTEGRITY

2010-01-08T02:12:00.000-08:00

Integrity
V1
I don’t think yall understand what this is
This is war
And whether we’ll ever see
Our loved ones again

And it’s a lot of yall out there
I could never forgive
And I could never understand
Why yall fuckers did what yall did

Probably say it was too much
And with it you couldn’t live
But I can see thru the smoke
That’s how I know you a bitch

Should have never let none of that
Come from between your lips
Cause out here its not murder
Just our desire to live

But yall out here with a cape on
Clueless as shit
Say you saw the whole thing
And he aint have to do what he did

No he aint have to go and killem
He coulda letm live
But you must a forgot how many people here
Ed see you dead

And I don’t care if he was handcuffed
Than shot in his head
All I know is dead bodies
Cant fuck with me again

And sure we make bad calls
But we don’t fold each others hands
Not at war
Cause things gon happen that we’ll never understand

Chorus
Fuck is these people talking bout
Soldiers catchin charges now
Sure we make mistakes
But every soldier heres a target now

Questioning how we get down
Stand em up we lay em down
All that you can see to do
Ask a million questions now

Why’d we shootem why’d he die
Only tried to take our lives
Fuck is we supposed to do
Come to far to let him ride

Now your trying to say we wrong
Everytime somebody dies
I aint trying to let him live
He’ll only try a second time

V2
Fuck is really goin on
Which side is you for
We already getting fucked
And Yall trying to fuck us some more

Probably just to soft
To have ever deployed
Cause yall the last ones squeezing off
When we are payin em forward

Got too big a conscious
At war with no heart for it
And I feel for those soldiers
That yall have deployed with

Cause everytime we are poppin off
You got to be for it
We Cant afford to have a mofucker
Writing his own story

And this is not about right
Its life and what we’ll do for it
But some of yall take for granted
The best option for you

Sure its rules of engagement
But they aint lookin out for you
They’ll see you dead for you can see death
Walking up towards you

So at times under the pressure
We push the limit
So next time we see our family
Is not a funeral visit

But yall ed probably see everything
Just a little bit different
That’s why yall handin out charges
And we already been sentenced

Chorus

V3
The bottom line is
Everybody cant live
Its not too many fucks left
So we choose the ones we give

And there are none left out here
We have no more feelin
Specially for a country
That smiles the whole time they trying to kill me

But let yall tell it
Aint nobody here guilty
You feelin sorry for the same fucker
That ed make you his victim

Letm live after they shot at you
Me, I’ma killem
Im only trying to make it home
But yall ed paint me the villan

And no its never that simple
We are forced to respond
While yall pretend to yourselves
It aint shit goin on

How many soldiers yall ed see dead
For yall sing the same song
Me, I took the gloves off
Soon as I saw one

Cause I fuckin with these people
Its too much on the line
But you must be confused
Please, open your eyes

See it for what its worth
Read inbetween the lines
In this country we are no more than
Sheep amongst lions so we ride

chorus

FUCKEM

2010-01-08T02:11:00.000-08:00

Fuckem
V1
I hear is momma cryin
But I still scream fuckem
Unload my magazine on this buster
That’s how I say fuckem
You know we don’t trust em

Let them all lie dead in a dirt bed
With a bullet in his head
Rest in peace to all my soldiers
Got a lot on my head

Now turn the combinations
To release my thoughts
Im fed up with all this
Save the word talk

Right heres were the fuckem starts
And the piece stops
Fuckem

If he aint got no food
Fuckem

If he aint got no shoes
Cause I
Got everything to live for
He got nothing to lose… fuckem

I know my thoughts are not fair
But im fighting for my country
And I, wonder sometimes
If my country even cares

But fuckem

If he pull that trigger once
Man he’ll do it again
So when he ran out a bullets put the weapon down
He must a thought the violence was gon end

Fuckem

Killem alls what my heart say
So my finger gladly replies
With a 5.56, or a 7.62
Right between his eyes fuckem

5 to 55 (what) my bullets don’t discriminate
so if you think that im wrong
get me outta here
you can gladly take my place fuckem

chorus
this is war round here
when we see um fuckem
everybody on the streets
when we see um fuckem

they callin cease fires
but they keep firin fuckem
I got no love for them
Pussy niggaz here fuckem

They trying to see us all dead over here fuckem
But I aint trying to get bled over here fuckem
They even look like they bout to do something
Lay em down put 50 rounds in they stomach fuckem

V2
Started off kinda professional
But now this shit is personal
Niggaz learn when red crosses
And sirens come to they rescue

And its always getting serious
When hot barrels get pointed at you
Don’t give a fuck about yalls lives
Now that im guarding mine more careful

Treat everyday just the like the first day
Examples can be made out you
And any day could be your last day
And experience wont help you

And I’ll be damned if im scared
Cause me runnin is not an issue
And just think
Somebody at the crib might miss you

Wish your wife and children
Wishin For you stepped they woulda kissed you
When all that be said is daddy died
Bein a damn fool

If you got nothing to lose
Take a chance when convoys ride thru
50 cals and 240’s
like 360’s and quarter miles dude

and its, always getting serious
just thought I would remind you
niggaz thought process delirious
not chancing what the next might do

and I still don’t think yall hearin
even though yall should find time to
you can love us and never hate us
and that’s the bottom line dude

v3
just puttem on the same block with me
im poppin off till all 7
of these magazines is empty
no, they will not get me

though they’ve come close to hittin me
so far they missed me
only managed to piss me off
now I react more quickly

and I will never lay down
nor will anybody with me
keep my boots laced up
tighter than fuck… lets go

till we dead in the street
or its time to come home
yeah we don held down the block
4 mofuckers strong

and we don popped off a few times
new we was dead wrong
wish they’d let god judgem
cause my judgement is off

and though I try not to playem
they hand me his role
so in his image I judgem
fuckem they got to go

no I aint trying to be they jury
but this is all they’ll give me
so in return all I can givem
is a vcerdict of guilty

and carry out they sentence of death
for they kill me they self
they trying to dance with the devil
but I only dance by myself… fuckem

chorus

MATTER OF TIME

2010-01-08T02:10:00.000-08:00

Matter of time
V1
Im half way home
But its still a long road to be traveled
And I know at any given moment
Things can go soar

From sweet to the streets on fire
Problems unravel
Still holdin my breath
Boots laced for battle

In a place
Where they would gladly
See me scattered all over they streets
Cause here my life don’t matter

And thought they smile
Underneath those grins
They only waitin on they next chance
To try to kill me again

And don’t be caught thinking out here
That your chances are slim
Cause there are those who have thought it
Who will never think again

Cause we’re alone in this country
140, 000 friends
and some 20 odd million
that ed see us all dead

you could only imagine our struggle
the odds were against
where they are at all times
playin both sides of the fence

and thought they havnt gotten me yet
I still aint home
And till then
Its only a matter time till im gone

Chorus
Its only a matter of time For they get me
Though so far they missed me
Next time they shoot in my direction
Could be the one that hits me

Yeah the odds is against me
Lucks been wit me so far
I know deaths round the corner
But I don’t know how far

And I aint trying to hear my #
Though it could be the next one called
Told my family I’d be home
But iraqs trying to prove me wrong

This weighs heavy on my shoulders
I can only be so strong
sure we all gon survive
But we don’t know how long

V2
Started out with 60 minutes
In the game of our lives
And so far thank god
Everything is alright

From bein in the middle of the street
In the middle of the night
Where they are baitin they hooks
Castin and hopin I bite

And its too late
Here to be worried whether or not this is right
When its somebody on every corner
Ready to widow my wife

And I can feel it more than a lil bit
Impactin my life
Got me wantin to kill everything
That moves into my sight

Cause I can lose only once
And there are no rematches
And there is no 2 minute warning
cant brace for it happens

so we face it
and come so close we can taste it
the one trip we take everyday
and hope we never make it

cause deaths right behind us
and some of us will never shakem
but when we are challenged
we can not refuse to playem

so we knuckle the fuck up
and start swinging
know its only a matter of time
but right now we are not leavin

chorus

v3
look here, im trying to keep it together
but things fall apart
specially when im gon for so long
losin feelin in my heart

desensitized by my surroundings
every colors turning dark
I don’t see nothing beautiful no more
Only targets my reticle marks

Was emotional then emotionless
Now I don’t feel a thing
And though it once killed me to kill
I’d gladly do it again

If only you could really understand
The state of mind that im in
Only then could you feel me
Only then would I make sense

If only I hadn’t a been to
some of the places I had been
If only I wouldn’t a seen what I saw
Maybe I could feel again

But its too hard to separate
Whats goin on within me
Its just so much easier
To let hate be my remedy

So for everything im guilty of
Let the lord sentence me
If only I wouldnt a let everything
I been thru get to me

Things could a been different
But that is not my reality
And either way
Its only a matter of time for im outta here.

BEHIND THE SCREENS

2010-01-08T02:09:00.000-08:00

Behind the screens
V1
I’ve been around the block
I’ve seen whats happening
This is just a game to some of you
Best the rest of us are not laughin

Cause to me my lifes worth more
Than just part of your fraction
When divided represents
The number of us killed in action

Thought I could trust those in charge
Look at me now im laughin
Think its funny how you keep fuckin up
And want me to respect you

Fuck the rank on your collar
That don’t mean shit
Even if you got 4 stars on em
You still a bitch

Got out here like slaves
Fresh of the ship
Where you would see us pick your cotton
And get our ass whipped

Cause right now
That’s whats happenin and yall aint doin shit
But tyin my hands to my ankles
Telling me stop Michael vick

And could you please explain to me
What is hostile intent
And why you gave me a mouthful of water
And complain when I spit

No I aint mad im a soldier
Ill kill for my country
Im only pissed
Cause you brought me all the way out here just to fuck me

Chorus
Behind the screens in this theatre
It’s a whole lot of issues
And it’s a lotta balls dropped
That eventually kill us

And for some
That’s the reason that yalls familys now miss you
All cause one mofuckers out here
Playin with continues

But this game has no restarts
Soon as death comes to get you
Aint no cheat codes for life here
Just the one god gives you

But they got us out here like naw
Death wont get you
But explain that to the families
Of the soldiers lives yall ruined

V2
Yall cant have a clue of
The fuck yall doin
As many soldiers lives
As your decisions have ruined

Got us out here getting fucked up
That’s all we doin
While yall fly around with yalls cape on
Pretendin yall not stupid

But I’ve seen too many car bombs
We are not allowed to shoot at
Come from the rear of a convoy
Now how the fuck we letm do that

Cause in my mind
Wouldn’t no car ride that close
If at all times im authorized
To exercise my bolt

And I’ve been thru yalls AO
I’ve seen how yall work it
Tahoe or suburban
For every civilian there workin

But its too much
For an 1114 here am I not worth it
Or is it ok to send me to war
With something that’s not workin

And yall rewardin this country
Though the violence aint stopped
Feedin the same fuckers killen us
And that’s pissin me off

No I aint come here to be no target
But that’s what you make me
And im just wonderin when yall gone let me
Take this weapon off safety.

Chorus

V3
Probably should of kept this to myself
But my conscious wont see it
So I can pull no punches
I can only tell it how I see it

And everything from my perspective
Is definitely warped
And why the fuck we train soldiers
To let politicians fight wars

And if the medias gon be here
Letme see the truth
Don’t ask soldiers to pose
And pretend wars cute

And fuckem if they don’t understand
The job we are here to do
This is war and people will die
Innocent ones to

And the only reason we are here
Is cause diplomacy failed
And to the day we redeployed
We should have unleashed hell

But yall talk a lot more shit
Than yall would ever commit
Telling me wave and be nice
Shit im trying to grab my dick

And walk this country like im god
Instead you made me a bitch
And now this country think im soft
And they are killin us quick

I know you gotta see this is broke
Then why the fuck it aint fixed
Cause I’d a never left home
If you’d a told me you was cutting my wrists

THE ANTHEM

2010-01-08T02:08:00.000-08:00

The anthem
V1
Givem all that I got
For they break me for what im worth
I know the odds are with the house
But at this moment its in reverse

So why would it hurt
If I was to put it all on the table
5.56 on my chips man
read it across the label

stable then a tre
but I call it a mag
and double down on anything
because my hand aint that bad

they want me survellienced and tagged
cause I know that they scared of me
what im dealt is always killer
so every round they change dealers on me

breakem down for the loot
cause they think that I wont shoot
now its all about the pride
and how I lace up my boots

focused on revenge
because they made it that way
and all hands get a chance
cause I don’t bluff I play

Geneva made the rules
Of the house from the start
But look I got something for that
Look ima start switchin cards

Im a force to be recogned with
Ask Allah to PM
And I’ll cash in my chips
For your ticket to go meetum

Chorus
This here the soldiers anthem
For our country we stand strong
Though our lease on life is short
You see we may not live that long

We understand the odds
But play every hand like its 21
Gamble our lives everytime
Knowin every hand cant be won

Repeat

V2
We on the streets like it’s a table in vegas
Know the house run it
But we still trying to break the bank
Layin bullets down like hundreds

No attention to the odds
Though we know bein broke is upon us
We only place bigger bets
Cause we can feel 13 comin

Our lifes out of our hands
Adrenalines pumpin
And though our cards tell us fold
We know we can bluffem

We got too much on the line here
To lay down and not do nothing
So we commit and hope we are
Never forced to cut our losses

Split 2 bitches wishin 2 niggaz
Ed hop up on em
Playin our hand so dirty
That we cannot washem

Got the house ready to fold
They like somebody stoppem
Its to the point now
Everytime them dice roll they will not watchem

Force the odds in my favor
Variables become constant
And I will not lose
That’s just how bad I want it

So I put everything I own on it
Even my life
Cause I aint leavin here not knowing
Whether or not I really tried to breakem

The look in the eyes
Though they trying to hide it they shakin
And they don’t wanna deal no more
I got they confidence waivering

But its too late
And though I know the dice are loaded still playem
Cause I aint layin down regardless of odds
Yall got to break me standin.

Chorus

24 HOURS

2010-01-08T02:05:00.000-08:00

24 hours
v1
everybody’s responsible
its no more outs
withhold information
taste this is your mouth

I don’t feel for this nation
Nor give fucks about em
They shoot from a mosque
Then im blowinem out it

No sympathy here
behind it they hide
now either they calm down
or everyone dies

there is no inbetween
no neutral sides
so when coax is flyin
please, don’t ask me why

when we kick in your door
there is no alibi
everybody is guilty
till proved otherwise

cause they know when to close
and open they eyes
and they know when to run
for the enemy rides

and at times
they women be right by they side
with they kids in the street
lighting tires on fire

regardless of sex or age
I will retire them
In 24 hours this place
El be fine again

Chorus
Know im askin a lot
But please give me this one thing
And in one day I promise
A million things el change

No problems
I swear they’d throw in they towel
Just give me this country
For 24 hours

V2
Ied’s in the street
Look who’s shop they in front of
Burn his shit to the ground
Cause he gotta know something

Population of millions
But no one knows nothing
Line em up till they talk
If they wont talk fuckem

They tune el change
When you kill enough of em
Police they own shit
And we will not fuck with em

Either that or we
Reach out and touchem
So speak out against it
Or be part of the problem

Me, I’d hold everyone liable
There is no exception
Specially when you
Lie for em

They run your streets
And I will let you die for em
Heat round thru the door
Of the house that they hidin in

Fuck who or whats around
Nothings collateral
Damage was done when you
Let em live round you

Keep launchin mortars
Artillery pounds you
For 24 hours
Till we force the peace outta you

chorus

HOLDIN' MY BREATH

2010-01-08T02:01:00.000-08:00

Holdin my breath
V1
I hold my tears till im underwater
So yall don’t never see me cryin
Holdin my breath till I can resurface
But I can feel myself dyin

Too long without oxygen in my lungs
Maybe im tired
Maybe its time for me to breathe easy
But I could never let you see me

Give in to bein underfire
No matter how short I breathe I get
Cause to let it show is to let you know
At times how weak I really get

And im trying to be strong for the both of us
Hold on for the both of us
But how long can I hold by breathe
For the both of us

Its too much on my shoulders here
And I just cant cope with it
Knowin deaths round the corner
And im standin so close to him

Im supposed to show no emotion
But its getting harder to focus
Cause the reality of my life here
Is that I have no control of it

Feel the need to come up for air
But with you there I must hold it
And yeah I know how close I come everyday
But I could never let you know it

Its too much for you to feel my pain
So I send you all smiles
Holdin my breathe telling you its alright
But the truth is im drownin

Chorus
Sample is saying “holdin my breath for you”
“so you never see me crying”

v2
this is so close to bein over
but we aint left here yet
and its been rainin the whole time
but I managed to never get wet

while those around me soaked
from the moment the first convoy left
but who knows cause the way things goin
any day now I could be next

and I aint trying to see yall back home
with my problems on your chest
so the truth evolves into what I think you need to hear
just to relax

so for you im always at my best
I continue to see clearly
But I could never lie to myself
And the truth is im more than a little worried

But that part of my heart
Stays closed when im on the phone with my family
How can I expect them to handle something
Im havin a hard time handling

And as strong as I may be
Can carry this weight forever
Cause im fallin apart underneath it
Trying to piece myself back together

Hopin for the best
But at times the worst seems to get the better of me
So its everything I got not to let you see
Whats really troubling me

Can feel my lungs under pressure
And they are beggin me to breathe
But I cant, not with you standin there
So I hold my breath till you leave.

LACE YOUR BOOTS

2010-01-08T01:59:00.000-08:00

Lace your boots
V1
I know im not what your used to
Too real for all that fruit stuff
Revealin purpatrators though they hide
Just throw your truce up

No time for all that new stuff
Frontin on that who what
I could give a fuck about you niggaz
Pick your tools up

Its war, lace your boots up
Its real, fuck the rules bro
Close contact one hand combat
Or long distance fuck you fools up

Back in the saddle now
back up in the battleground
if its in your heart when it sparks
act according now

the object man slaughter now
the order shut these fools down
the target, anything movin
women and children catchin slugs now

no love so don’t come around
run for the border now
headshots are the standard
got no time for no second rounds

down from the start to finish
niggaz talk it but I live it
true to the heart though its hard
im still up in it

business is my personal
pain if I touch a few
fuck your life my nig
and look here, take it personal.

V2
I keep my boots laced tight as fuck
In god I trust
These mofuckers cant be stupid enough
Not to throw they truce up

But fuckem, No this is not love
This is death bout to touchem
This is anything movin
Becoming the new focus of my weapon

This is with each breath I take in
Bein the last one they takin
This is me askin gods forgiveness
For all the souls at his gate waitin

All the clothes we left on lifeless bodies
White flags could a saved em
But they refuse to chose to waivem
So I refuse not to sprayem, fuckem

That’s why they stay
With they face to the pavement prayin
To god they don’t get weighed in
Cause we are not playin

We are on top of this foodchain
And they could never evolve past us
And though we’d see this solved peacefully
They mistakenly come after us

But they never seem to be able to handle
The repercussions afterwards
When the dust settles and they finally realize
They should have been pacifists

But its too late to switch
After this full metal jacket grabs em
Look we toldem this was war
And we toldem we get at em
This is war…

V3
I don been to war in all seasons
Gave a whole new meanin to block bleedin
I done seen some of the hardest cats shot
On the ground screamin

Exercising these demons
From the souls of my enemies
My mouth never moves
But my finger moves repeatedly

Casket closed friend or foe
When its my time I’ll never know
Don’t catch bullets always
let my bullets go

squeeze till its nothing left
protect my buddy protect my self
gotta make it home so i
fight till my last breathe

never mind these fucked up rules
if he can breakem so can you
if he talk shit best believe
that im gone killem fool

a dead man cant talk
fuckem is what im talking about
only story getting told
is the story comin out my mouth

its war, aint no rules here
my enemies made that real clear
explosives under the street
the only thing that I’m fearin here

no time to make my first mistake
be on point wit each chance I take
gotta stay focused just to
make it to the next day

my eyes are open never shut
holdin a weapon blowem up
when my boots are laced up
best believe im not given a fuck

I’m givin all my rounds away
Hell naw I aint stingy bro
He can takem all or he better
Throw his truce up, its war

LIVE FROM IRAQ

2010-01-08T01:51:00.000-08:00

Live from iraq
V1
Every days like a gamble here
This is no joke
This is live from iraq
Where were prayin we make it home

True gutter for you fuckers
Think its gutter where you from
Here its life by the second
This is everything wrong

This is not your beef on the block
No its not that simple
Here its more than gunfire
They shootin rockets and missiles

This is up armor kits
And bulletproof windows
We sleep with body armor blankets
And Kevlar pillows

In a country
Where when anybodys talking they lyin
And wherever there is a soldier
There is schrapnel flyin

59 of us april 4th
8 of us dyin
this is your thug turnt punk
this is grown men crying

This is bombs in the street
Blowin up when I drive buyem
Or its rpg’s launched at me
This is nothing problems

The true definition of goin hard
No games
This is hundreds of bodies
In the streets when we bang

Chorus
Cause this is live from iraq
Home of too many soldiers graves
Where for our country
We gamble with our lives everyday
And there are no blue skies here
Every colors gray
This is the blood of soldiers of which the streets are now paved
And there is no reimbursement for the price that we pay
While yall home sleep were here constantly getting weighed
And every convoy that rides out
Constantly getting sprayed
But we don’t fold hands
The cards we are dealt get played

V2
This is
Nights wit no supper man
Home aint promised man
Long journeys qualified
Hell from a promise land

Dreams feel real but not as real
As tomorrow man
Wish life was like contra
Than life then I could borrow man

No instant replays
No highlights any days
When balls get dropped
You cant challenge the play

This is the wrath of equipment
No refs to stop the clippin
This no timeouts casue father time
Is still ticken, this is yeah

Future in the air
Pain sculpted in stone
Families sheddin tears
Cause they sons aint comin home

This is more than a gamble
And I’ll give you the truth
Plenty of lives lost
Over a scandal

Turning more than a cheek
Warm hearts turn cold
Higher people in command
Planning wit no type of goals

This is your own exposed
Media cast and the scoop
Covered over the answers
Cause you cant handle the truth

Chorus
Cause this is live from iraq
Home of too many soldiers graves
Where for our country
We gamble with our lives everyday
And there are no blue skies here
Every colors gray
This is the blood of soldiers of which the streets are now paved
And there is no reimbursement for the price that we pay
While yall home sleep were here constantly getting weighed
And every convoy that rides out
Constantly getting sprayed
But we don’t fold hands
The cards we are dealt get played

V3
For some this is the answer
To a whole lot of issues
Sure its politics back home
Here its bullets thru our tissue

This is trying to draw contact
Hopin they miss you
This is one mortar round from
Bein over no continues

This is nothing yall been thru
Yall aint seen shit
And this is not whats on the news
What really happens aint printed

This is your one mistake
Bein everbody elses business
Whether they see their family
Or its funeral home visits

This is 150 degrees
3 months out of the fiscal
250 g’s when that ied hits you
this is 60 miles an hour
thru ambush zones
this is dead animals with
explosive devices on em

this is the home of direct fire
where everybodys a target
when you find out some people aint hard
they just talk shit

definitely nothing pretty
this is no picnic
this is trying to hold fire
without burnin your fingers

chorus
Cause this is live from iraq
Home of too many soldiers graves
Where for our country
We gamble with our lives everyday
And there are no blue skies here
Every colors gray
This is the blood of soldiers of which the streets are now paved
And there is no reimbursement for the price that we pay
While yall home sleep were here constantly getting weighed
And every convoy that rides out
Constantly getting sprayed
But we don’t fold hands
The cards we are dealt get played

THE DEPLOYMENT

2010-01-08T01:29:00.000-08:00

The deployment
V1
its only 3 months out
And I still cant believe im leavin
Out here on the railhead sweatin
Loadin these trains on the weekend

And now for the first time ever
Its startin to sink in
How far were fittin to fly away
And my family, might not ever see em again

Cause this year could turn to forever
Where we’re headed
Plus what to expect I have no idea
So for anything im ready

Tryin not to see the stress building
In the eyes of my family
But everyday is more weight forem
And its getting so heavy

They collapsing under the pressure
Of the situation we all facin
Me im trying to remain calm forem
Though inside my hearts racin

Got the worst on my mind
Though these thoughts I try to replacem
And I don’t even know if im comin home
But I tellem… im gon make it.

4 hours before my flight now
tears forming on our faces
and for these last few hours
reality can no longer escape us

told ourselves this wont happenin
now its happening and we cant change it
so in these last minutes we say bye
to say hi a year later.

V2
Look I was madder then a motherfucker
Sadder then a motherfucker
3 days before my exit
I guess im trapped up in this fucker

To a
Future unknown and I say damn I really hate it
Cause I know if I was to die today they’d
Go find myself a replacement

Gave me more of a reason
To ask god and myself why
But I was saved by my manhood
Stayed in tact didn’t let me cry

Made me more of a man
Knowin the normal couldn’t hack it
Feelin like im Jordan or something
Risin above and beyond the fuckin average

Equipped with anger for any stranger
That tags along thru my journey
No goodbyes to my family
Addin pages to lifes story

Slowly and surely
Closing up all unfinished business
Dead all my affairs to the rear
Cause my social life now is finished

And with god as my witness
Im not the only one that’s goin thru it
And I’ll never be alone
Cause my comrades is goin thru it

Addin gas to the flame
Knowin life it isn’t fair
But really pissed me off the most
Is half my country didn’t even care

V3
Kiss my
Family goodbye its time to load these planes
4 duffel bags for the next year
all I got to my name

only 4 changes a clothes
and every outfit looks the same
got this rifle slung on my shoulder
with 7 loaded magazines

on my way over to the last place
I ever thought I’d see
Where they tell me its millions of people
That need me to set em free

So in exchange for they freedom
I put my own life on freeze
And leave everything I love
To board this plane for overseas

Knowin some of us wont make it back
But that’s the gamble we take, And we handle it
Cause we are soldiers
And we play the cards we are handed

However they fall, Let fate call it
Cause for war there is no planning
And some of the things that’s gon happen here
Yall will never understand them

But just remember
This is not you here standin
And while were gon pray for each one of us
Like we were part of your familiy

And whatever fate we are handed
Know we took it like champions
And for those of us who will fall
Never let our memory be abandoned.

Afghanistan

2009-06-28T18:47:00.000-07:00

You know what... fuck these generals and their NEW RULES. How the hell can you win a war that your refusing to fight?

THE PROBLEM
The top general in Afghanistan just made up some new rule that says soldiers are no longer allowed to fight near the homes of Afghan civilians in hopes of reducing the number of civilians killed.

Do they teach strategy classes at these officer schools??? This new rule has to be a joke. It's a joke right?

Well, if this new rule is not a joke... this war is over and our enemy has won. Because all the enemy has to do now is move into populated areas and sit.

Then, it's up to the civilians to get rid of them... but if the civilians are so afraid of dying... they won't do shit. Which means anytime we come into these populated areas to get rid of the bad people for them... all the bad people have to do is start shooting... and we'll be forced to break contact and withdraw.

So here's the deal... If the people we are supposed to be freeing are not willing to die for their own freedom... Then I am no longer willing to die for them.

If your not prepared for "civilian" deaths... then you have no business going to war. The two have and will always be synonymous with each other. What the fuck did people think was going to happen?

WHO's TO BLAME
People. How is it that gansta rappers can take over popular culture and make millions and millions of dollars talking about fuckin' bitches, doing whatever it takes to make money, sellin' drugs, killing people, etc. and it's all good... but when it's time for the shit to really hit the fan we act so repulsed by it.

And how is it that we love violence on television and in movies, and praise our favorite stars for playing such stellar roles... but when it comes time for the "real" stars to take their places on the battlefield... everybody wants to act so disgusted.

Even worse, we cried our eyes out on September 11th... and then cried some more when they flew a plan near the statue of liberty for a photo shoot (shortly after Obama became president)... thinking it was 911 all over again. All them tears for nothing though... cause a soldier still can't do his fucking job. Guess them terrorists need to attack us a couple more times before you get the picture. Jesus Christ you all are fucking idiots.

Look, soldiers kill people and blow shit up. If we are not going to let them kill people and blow shit up... then it's time to bring them home. Because if your not asking them to go kill, your asking them to just die. And that is unacceptable.

So fuck you all. From the generals who make these horrible decisions to the people that create the environment in which these decisions are made. I hope your fucking happy... because all you pussy's have done is made targets out of our soldiers... and though soldiers are no strangers to being targets... you've just made it impossible for them to do their job.

You might as well have put a bullet through their heads yourself.

I wonder what kind of deals Hamid Karzai and the Taliban are making under the table. And why the fuck America is under that same table making it with them.

It's time to free the world. AI.

iRAN

2009-06-28T17:35:00.000-07:00

I don't pretend to know whether or not Abedinejad won the election. But this comment is not about Abedinejad or the election itself... nor is it about the people who took to the streets. I commend anyone for standing up for what they believe is right and applaud them for their efforts. But, I would like to take this oppurtunity to address their leaders. You know, the guys who lost the election... the ones that are encouraging the people to go out and protest (die, get beat up, locked up, etc). The ones who somewhere along the lines decided that they were more important then their own message.

Why aren't they out there in the streets leading their people? How is it that these leaders would ask their supporters to protest while the leaders themselves remain behind the comfort and safety of closed doors? This ain't leadership at all. It's just more of the same bullshit. Business as usual... where somebody wants something and needs people to get it... willing to lead people to slaughter on behalf of his selfish ass cause, but, never himself.

It's the same shit all over the world... Iran is just the most current example of this phenomenon in action. And, the fact that this is happening now is something that we (people of the world) should all take from.

Where are the real leaders? The ones that lead from the front, and are willing to sacrifice their own lives on behalf of the people they lead. The ones that lead for the good of all people... and not just themselves. The ones that would ask for no more then they were prepared to give.

The ones that will bring about true change.

AI: Economic Collapse

2009-03-24T00:49:00.000-07:00

Wake up PEOPLE!!! Only thing happening right now is that we are finally realizing that we are NOT rich. We've been living beyond our means for years trying to keep up with the Joneses. All because we thought the Joneses were who we needed to be. And guess what? The Joneses made millions and billions off of us. When we couldn't afford it... they gave us credit... when we didn't have credit they implemented super creative strategies to get us the credit. And when we couldn't get credit... They said "FUCK OFF". These folks have been flawless in their execution.

The difference between them and us though, is that they can put their businesses in debt and still profit. We unfortunately don't have that luxury. And that's basically what's been happening. They have taken all our money... put it in their pocket... and ran their companies into the ground. If you don't believe me, ask former GM CEO Rick Wagoner about his $20 million dollar retirement plan. And before you ask him about that, ask him about how much he's earned at GM over the years. Ask the folks over at AIG the same thing (shit ask anybody in that top 5% of America's wealthiest). As a matter of fact, somebody needs to explain to me how a company can even afford to pay these salaries and benefits when they are taking losses in the first place. And, why they are allowed to do it.

The tables need to turn is what needs to happen... Instead of paying these top executives millions... we need to salary cap their ass... and start using the rest of that money to keep hard working american's afloat. EXAMPLE. If they have $20 million dollars to pay Rick Wagoner, then they need to take that money (not give it to him) and pay 400 employees they are going to lay off $50,000. And they need to do that across the board. They need to look at all of these executives in that top 5% (over $250k a year) and deduct from their salaries to help transition the folks they are laying off. How is one mans pockets worth the lives of 400?

Especially if our tax dollars are going into these companies. Taking our tax dollars to pay these fuckers these exorbitant salaries is a smack in the face. And instead of helping the rich get richer, we need to help those whom this situation stands to make poor. But, if our tax dollars must go to bail these fuckers out... taxpayers should at least see a dividend check on top of that money being paid back.

Yeah, rich folks el complain their getting poorer too... but I'm not so worried about a crack head mother as much as I am her children.

Then, we need to look across the board into healthcare and other areas of concern (because there is a lot more fucked up then just our financial instituition).

The system just needs a complete overhaul/ re-design. That, and I keep hearing about how so many people "care"... I especially love the adds featuring movie stars, professional athletes, and other millionaire icons talking about how much they "care" about whatever they're trying to raise money for... asking me for my money so they can continue to sit on theirs.

These people don't know the first thing about caring (unless they mean themselves)... cause I'd give my last breath for something or someone I cared about. So these other millionaires telling me they "care" yet are still millionaires have made themselves very clear. Actions speak louder then words... But obviously, we have let these people talk circles around us. And "caring" has become the new billion dollar slogan. Just another way to drain money out of the consumer. "Oh, the NBA cares...". And now I feel better about buying all that "official" merchandise, expensive ass concessions, and tickets... All so these fuckers can get RICHER. Then you want to complain about government not doing enough... well, there went 1.5 Billion in NBA player salaries for the year (if the team payrolls were only $50 million each... which they are not... they're more).

What we fail to realize is that we have made all of these people rich... the bankers, the executives, etc. If we didn't give them our money, they wouldn't be worth shit. And now that we are in trouble... look at'em... they just watch as our ship sinks slowly into the sea. This is nothing new though... This is the way it's always been. And over the years... nothings really changed. Yeah, it starts out as change... but as soon as the money changes hands... it's "business as usual".

We've given everything to the point where we have nothing left to give. Those we've given it to have cut bait and run. Yes, this is the thanks we get. Fired, foreclosed on, left out in the cold. And for those who have yet to feel that chilling breeze, they ain't gon do shit for you... cause they're too busy worrying about themselves... hoping they don't end up like you.

However, crossing our fingers IS NOT enough... And no, I'm not talking about a redistribution of wealth, taking from the rich and giving to the poor. But what I am talking about is making sure that we don't give those fuckers another dime. And that we begin to spend our money more wisely.

Support those who will support us back. And, in this time of crisis it's too easy to see that the people we've been supporting... don't give a fuck about us at all.

AI.

The Source Article "Hip Hop's Reaction..."

2009-03-04T11:25:00.000-08:00

Well, I went to the magazine shop to pick up the March issue of 'The Source' expecting to see how the article came out... But, the article has yet to be published. Not exactly sure if and when it will even be published (that's just the nature of the business). Oh well, at least the promo was hot. lol.

If you bought the magazine expecting to read the article... you should protest and send me a youtube or google video link to you burning this months issue (so i can put it up on 425tv). I would do it myself, but I looked through the magazine before I bought it, didn't see the article, didn't buy it... and, I'm not going to waste my money buying one just to burn it. However, if you've already wasted the money...

War's Resume

2009-03-03T04:03:00.000-08:00

War
___________________________________________________________________

Anywhere, Everywhere
The World.

Conflict Resolution Specialist

Insightful, result-driven Conflict Resolution professional with notable success claiming the lives of millions and destroying the lives of millions more. Inability to distinguish between right, wrong, who lives, dies, or why. Does not concede to any moral or ethical standard nor allow opinion or emotion to interfere in the overall implementation of solutions in support of business objectives. Experienced in the resolution of matters, via force of arms, between nations or between parties within a nation.

Areas of Expertise:

• Consumption of life
• Destruction of social infrastructure
• Atrocity
• Obliteration across all levels
• Collateral damage
• The rise and fall of nations, empires, etc.

Experience Highlights
________________________________________________

Technological Development

Since first recruited thousands of years ago to resolve disputes amongst man, my work is directly responsible for the development from more primitive to sophisticated weapons as well as a variety of constantly evolving weapons systems and platforms.

Platforms:
Nuclear, Chemical, Biological, Incendiary, Explosive, Firearms, Artillery, Missiles, Rockets, Smart, Energy, Magnetic, Antimatter (theoretical at this point, but definitely in the works), Psychological and more.

Implementations:
More consistent and effective destruction of life.

Professional Experience
_______________________________________________

Some would argue the accuracy of these numbers, but they are definitely in the ballpark. For more information on my professional experience please visit wikipedia.org ‘List of wars by death toll’ as a starting point.

World War II (1939–1945)
50,000,000–72,000,000 DEAD
25,000,000 military
47,000,000 civilians

An Shi Rebellion (China, 755–763)
36,000,000 DEAD

Mongol Conquests (13th century)
30,000,000–60,000,000 DEAD

Manchu conquest of Ming China (1616–1662)
25,000,000 DEAD

World War I (1914–1918)
16,000,000 DEAD
9,700,000 military
6,800,000 civilians
21,000,000 WOUNDED

Education & Credentials _______________________________________________

I do not learn, I teach.

The Great White Shark

2009-02-28T00:13:00.000-08:00

I just got done watching a show on PBS about the Monterey Bay Aquarium in California. Apparently no one has ever been able to keep a great white shark in captivity for more then 16 days without it dying or having to release it back into the ocean because it wouldn't eat. But, I guess these geniuses at the Monterey Bay Aquarium were able to successfully keep one in captivity for some 6 months before they released it back into the ocean. What's interesting though is why they released it.

For starters a great white is a predatory fish (the largest predatory fish, reaching lengths more then 20ft and weighing over 5,000lbs... the one they had was smaller... 5ft or so). And, being a predatory fish, it naturally eats other organisms for food. Now, I'm no fish expert, but, 1+1 being equal to 2, if I put a great white shark into a tank with other fishes... I'd expect, no, I'd count on the fact that that great white is going to kill the other fishes. Eatem, attackem, whatever.

But, the difference between me and fish experts is that they would put a great white into the tank almost like they weren't sure if it would eventually attack the other fish... And when it does start attacking the other fishes... use that as their excuse to release it back into the ocean. Almost like they forgot that great white sharks are apex predators (top of the food chain), and that they have been known to eat tuna, smaller sharks, among other things (all of which were in the tank they put the great white in). What the fuck kind of logic is that? Were they just sitting their with their fingers crossed hoping that the great white wouldn't act like a great white?

Well, unfortunately, regardless of what kind of logic it is... it's the same logic people use when it comes to soldiers and war. And as a sat watching this program on PBS, I found myself asking the television the same question I ask it every time I see and hear someone reporting on soldiers and the war...

"What the fuck did you think was going to happen?"

No, I'm no expert... but I know enough to know that these so called experts don't know shit... However, I'm glad the shark experts knew enough to let that great white shark be a great white shark... Just wondering when these soldier experts el do the same.

- BIGNEAL

The show was "Oceans in Glass: Behind the Scenes at the Monterey Bay Aquarium"
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About 'Soldier Music'

2009-02-18T11:57:00.000-08:00

'Soldier Music' is the inevitable outcome of soldiers on the battlefield. It is war defined. The mentality of the soldiers who fight it, and the atrociousness of it. All so that we may one day come to terms with how horrible war is, who soldiers are, what they will become, what they have trained to do, and the job they perform. Only after we have come to terms with these things should the decision be made to go to war... because until then, we can not truly support the soldiers we have asked to engage in it on our behalf. For soldiers are no less to war then doctors are to medicine.

Album Art
I think the album art says it all... why clutter it with words when a picture is supposed to be worth a thousand of'em. That and the music itself is bigger then me or anybody that had anything to do with its creation.

The Songs
1. Past to present
Compilation of all of the songs from 'Live From Iraq'. Basically bringing new listeners up to speed.

2. 3000 plus
A dedication to every soldier who has and will ever fall in service of their country... and to those who continue the fight.

3. Toldem'
After the release of 'Live from Iraq' I spoke with a lot of people that felt war was wrong. They said that they supported soldiers, just not the war... that they felt sorry for soldiers having to go to war, and showed their support by trying to bring them home. Here I was, a combat soldier trying to tell them how their opinion influences what happens on the battlefield... ultimately making our job that much more difficult. I told them, "you say you support soldiers, then let them do their fucking job... and stop thinking that how you feel has anything to do with what they MUST do to accomplish the mission".

4. Bring it on
This song represents who soldiers are, what we are prepared to do, and when driven, what we will become. It's a forewarning of the death and destruction that will ensue once sides have been chosen, lines drawn, crossed, and the first stone cast.

5. The Withdraw Method
Basically, War is fuckin'... and if your going to ask somebody to fuck for you, cause your not man enough to handle your own fuckin'... then don't tell me to stop until I'm done. Cause I don't fuck to the satisfaction of the voyeur, I fuck till I have fucked the shit out of whoever needed fuckin'. Either that, or don't ever ask me to fuck at all.

6. Check
Soldiers... true icons, superstars that the world should idolize. Instead the world looks to movie stars, professional athletes, etc. as their symbols of greatness, taking more and more for granted the sacrifice soldiers make. Yeah, he can shoot 3's, but I can shoot 3's too... And though the 3's I shoot may never win me a championship ring, the 3's he shoots will never ensure your freedom the way mine have and will continue to do.

7. Love Me
The only problem with an opinion is that it compares not to knowledge. And, in a world where I know who I am and what I must do... I ask that you never way your opinion against my knowledge. Simply love me for knowing what I know and continuing on.

8. War
The basis of all conflict... MORE. We all want it, we all spend our life in pursuit of it, and we all look past the needs and well being of others in order to satisfy our desire for it. War is just the extent to which we will go to obtain it.

9. Fuck with Me
What is war? Enough people dying for either side to concede their point. Thus, it should go without saying what is being asked of our soldiers. To ask any less of them, would be asking them to simply go die.

10. To Hell
It's about coming to terms with what you've done and who you are despite anyone elses opinion. Yes, we are responsible for the deaths of thousands of men, women, and children... but if thousands of lives must be destroyed to save millions... that's just the price that has to be paid. And if I'm going to Hell for that, Heaven don't exist.

11. PTSD
War opened my eyes. It allowed me to see how ugly the world truly is. Honestly, I think there are those people who can not handle truth in the doses that war administers. it doesn't necessarily make them weak people, because exposure to the truth is but the first step in a long process. and, during this step they are forced to weigh months of exposure to the truth against years and years of what they thought was the truth. everything they have learned, everything they have seen, heard, been told or even experienced for themselves (as it relates to life) suddenly crashes into oblivion. this experience Serves as a life altering shock to their system. I'm sure at one point in our life, we have all heard that the truth hurts, but they are finally coming to terms with how much. a hurt that when fought can last a lifetime.

After the initial realization, the battlefield becomes one of the mind, where now, every action contradicts a preexisting value or belief to the point that they themselves are not sure if what they are doing is right. that confusion coupled with public opinion tends them to lean towards a more "socially excepted" evaluation of things... because how could everything they've known up until now plus the opinion of so many people back home be wrong. Thus, they rationalize it can't be. However, there is a part of the brain that will not simply dismiss what it interprets as truth, antagonizing the situation further.

At this point, they should not be fighting their realization, rather, coming to terms with it. But, out of fear, they will not discuss this very personal struggle with anyone other then themselves. It becomes the skeleton that eats away at them from the closet. If they do open up, their concern is immediately addressed as them having a problem... again, tending them to lead towards drawing a more "socially acceptable" conclusion. Because, problems ARE most always associated with needing to be fixed. What they fail to realize is that they are experiencing life in one of its most natural forms, where when against death it refuses to die... an experience that most "educated professionals" (doctors, experts, etc) learn about only through second hand
information and know nothing of it for themselves. Which to be honest, makes them unqualified to diagnose, treat or council on the subject.

As they return home, they feel as though having removed themselves from the catalyst of their dilemma will ease their pain. but, that part of their brain will not stop reminding them of the truth they are trying so hard to dismiss... and now, the flashbacks begin (if they haven't already)and they begin reacting to their home environment as if they were still at war. To people back home, our reactions are odd, and out of place... but, what they fail to realize is that our reactions are not out of place. It's the people we view as being normal who's actions are out of place. Why? Because, normal people are complacent (among other things) and do not understand how fast things can spiral out of control. They have no knowledge outside of the world they feel perfectly safe in. But, truth be told, reality is far from safe, and the world of war is no different then the world we try escaping to. They are one in the same.

As for me, I often find myself reacting to everything that startles me, basically going into what I call a hasty defense, assessing the situation, delivering myself a FRAGO and continuing on. I don't care to be around nor trust people, because people will get you killed or make you kill them (how many murders each year throughout the world?). Some people would say I'm just scared, but, I fear no man... I fear only what he will make me do to him... and that you will never understand. Because, you have no knowledgeable concept of life, nor the extreme value I place on it.

12. Calm Down
Like I said, my eyes have been opened. I don't like what I see... and, that's what AI is all about.

3 of the songs
Fuck with me, War, and Love me I cannot claim as my own. Yeah, I wrote all of the lyrics, but the inspiration came from the original songs themselves. Here's how it happened.

While I was producing 'Soldier Music', my keyboard broke. Usually, I play all the keys on the keyboard and do drums on an mpc4000. But, with the keyboard in the shop, I couldn't get any music out of my head. Well, I've always loved the movie Man on Fire, and one night I fell asleep watching it. When it got to the end of the DVD it kept looping the menu music. That night I dreamt the song to the music as it played over and over again. When I woke up, I knew exactly what I was going to do. By the time I was done, I had ended up using the same music, but from a different part of the movie, added some drums and percussion... and War was done.

During the same keyboard in the shop period of my life... I was listening to Hotel California by the Eagles. The Cd belonged to one of my soldiers, he let me borrow it in Iraq, and it's been in my possession since. I never really listened to any of the other songs on it... but, since I couldn't make any music of my own... I figured I might as well listen to some other peoples. I don't know what the name of the song is, but when I heard it, it clicked. Love Me was born.

As for Fuck with Me, Ross (guitar player) introduced me to a friend of his name Colleen. He said she sang karaoke, and that we should get together and see what me and her could come up with. She came by the studio and the first song she sang was Hotel California... I was like, "damn, sounds good... what else you got?". Then, she sang Zombie by the Cranberry's. That was that.

When I got my keyboard back, I finished up the album... 3000 plus being the next song I completed. At first, I was never going to release those 3 songs... cause I didn't want to get sued.
But, then I realized how powerful and important those 3 songs were to the album... and, there was no longer any decision to make.

Credits
Bass Guitar by "Vito" - Toldem', Withdraw Method, Fuck with Me, PTSD
Guitar by "Ross Wyndele" - Withdraw Method, Fuck with Me, PTSD
Guitar by "Tweeter" - To Hell
Singing Vocals by "Colleen" - Fuck with Me, 3000 plus
Voice Over by "Karen Gilchrist" - War
3rd Verse on Bring It On written and performed by "Young Blade"

Fuck with me is a remake of The Cranberry's song Zombie
http://www.cranberries.com
http://www.amazon.com/The-Cranberries/e/B000APACJO

War is a rearrangement of a portion of the soundtrack from the movie Man on Fire (when Denzel Washington is in the taxi cab, the beginning of the movie).
http://www.foxstore.com/detail.php?item=1255
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0328107/

Love Me is a rearrangement of an Eagle's song... I don't know the name of the song, because, all I ever had was the cd that someone left in my cd case.
http://www.eaglesband.com/
http://www.amazon.com/Eagles/e/B000APY93Y

The last 4 years.

2009-02-05T16:49:00.000-08:00

Basically, I have spent the last 4 years figuring things out. There were a lot of things I needed to learn (both personally and musically), and some situations I needed to separate myself from. I'm sure there are plenty of things left to learn, but as far as me and music... my music is all I'm about. Well, that and creating the content to go with it. Because, what I have planned is a complete audio visual (multimedia) experience.

To be honest, all I ever wanted to do was create/ produce groundbreaking content. I never wanted to be a musical artist, and always imagined myself as the man behind the scenes. But, over the last 4 years, I've realized that it's not time for me to be behind the scenes. It's time for me to lead from the front.

I owe a tremendous debt to everyone who has supported my music since 2005. I also owe a few folks who have seen enough in me to provide financial support over the years. I would be nowhere without you. It's taken me until now to truly understand it, but since the release of LIVE FROM IRAQ, I always thought I had to "build the team". I use to think that was getting the people immediately around me to play a more active role in the success of 425. I know now that "building the team" had nothing to do with them at all, and everything to do with y'all. You guys are and have always been the team. I never had to ask you for or to do anything, yet, you always came through. It's kinda like that whole "footprints in the sand" story... there were times when I thought I was doing this all by myself, but actually, you all have been there the whole time, helping me every step of the way. So, thank you.

That being said... I've got work to do. About to drop the media release of 'Soldier Music' (March 1, 2009) and in the next few months I'll be releasing a digital only album 'Soldier Music RFI'. Also, next month, you will get your first glimpse of the album I've been talking about for the last 3 years... Yes, 'AI' is finally here. And, for the first song I'm going to release, the timing couldn't be more perfect.

- BIGNEAL
1+1=2