Freedom

Long as they rich
they gon be poor

even if I'm content
he gon want more

but if he take mine
it's gon be war

and if I take his
we fightin' once more

and we were not
created equal

some of us are smarter
some of us were born

stupid as fuck
so some of us el never learn

and long as fire exists
some of us will burn

and life is fucked up
shit el' never be fair

and long as somebody usem
drugs el be here

and all these children
parents don't give

the first fuck about em'
shoulda never lived

past the first trimester fuck them
cause most of the worlds problem is fucked up kids

and I shouldn't have to live
in a fucked up world but the truth is I am

CHORUS

I've tried not to tell the truth
but I can't do it

Tried to live your lie
but I can't do it

No, I cannot do it
I cannot let this world go to ruin

So tell the truth
that's what i'm doing

expose their lies
that's what i'm doing

so the whole world el know
the truth that for so long was kept from em/


V2

Long as I let em
they gon fuck me

long as the world turns
it's all about money

and the more I talk and never stand up
the more my words ain't never worth a fuck

and no matter how much I pray
If I ain't proactive
shit ain't gon change

cause god ain't gone do
a mofuckin' thing

but let history
repeat itself again

and there are so many things
that I don't need to know

so stay outta my business
and I'll stay outta yours

but make it my business
and I'll handle yours

or you'll handle mine
and that's how that goes

so we should prolly leave
each other the fuck alone

should prolly not judge
reflections not our own

cause we are all guilty of
so much wrong

so before we point our fingers
fix our own problems


REPEAT CHORUS

V3

We are all liars
hypocrites and worse

we don't give a fuck
bout nothin' till our turn
to suffer

than we cry,
nobody helps me

and only give
to feel better bout doin nothin'

and most of y'all are too soft
so you'll always be oppressed

but I'll die for I'm robbed
and if y'all want peace

evils got to die
but yall too scared to killem
so he survives

to continue a life a crime
and now my children ain't safe outside

cause y'all ed rather play the odds
but i'd rather give they ass back to god

cause i'd rather not
deal with them at all

and I'd rather
you mofuckers grew balls

got 2 eyes
don't usem at all

so i'd rather
most of y'all were never born.

Capital Punishment

Just show me
one mofucker
wanna be broke

one feign
don't wanna shoot dope

one mofucker don't want more
but everybody wants
more than what

they can afford so we plot
legal or not, what's it matter

cause if he wants more
you won't tell him he can't have it

and he wants ice
he don't care who pays the price

he don't care if he take a life
and you gavem 2 more strikes

now he's wrong
but he don't care

cause he ain't scared to go to jail
and while he's there we foot the bill

cause he decided
he'd rather be part of the problem

but we need solutions
and if he ain't helpin'

than what's he worth?
make him the example

choose life or death
no exceptions
make it simple.


V2

Maybe they'll change
what's that mean?

cause I ain't got time to
wait and see

what he's gon do
I know what he did

but got beds
he made his

and now I got kids
and i don't him round them

cause i love my children
and he don't give a fuck about them

maybe he won't do it again
but I ain't got no faith in that man

earth is a waste of space for him
fuck i look like prayin' for him

cause if I gotta live with my decions
he can live with his

and if hind sights 20/20
he shoulda thought future tense

and that's what the problem is
they don't know what a conscious is

they say they just tryin to live
so make the consequence
the opposite of life instead

break our laws get caught
off with your fuckin head.


V3

We got dope dealers killin us
fuck lockin em' up

criminals on every corner
are my children safe or not

seem like the whole worlds
gone down hill

like it's fly to be trouble
and jail ain't doing shit
but making them think they tougher

now they recruitin' even younger
like it's cool to be one of em'

but make the sentence death
you'd be a fool to be one of em'

bet they choose life
but there are those fools who el
think we bluffin'

but we are not playin
you break the rules then Fuckem

then let's see if people
choose to be the cause of so much sufferin'

let's see if they still got the balls
to be on the block hustlin'

I doubt it...

cause then death is certain
catch em' one time
feed em' 9,000 volts of current.

Men and Women

She wanna love you
he just wanna fuck

cause he's no man
he don't understand what

she really really means
when she gives that up

cause he's only infatuated
she fine as fuck

and she wants more than just to
say she's fucked

want you to lover back
to her sex is love

but we could fuck a million women
be in love with one

cause we don't have sex
to signify our love

but we are so stupid
we don't see she does

so we take from her what was never meant for us

and each time
a piece of her is gone

instead of saying fuck us
she slowly becomes

more eager to fuck like us
what have we done

pussy is priceless
she throw it away like nothin

frontin' like it don't hurt
but she knows better

knows somethin' ain't right
but pretends she can't feel it.


CHORUS

Fact of the matter
take a look at us both

ain't but one thing
us fuckin' is really for

and when that happens
that little girl or boy

gon need both parents
she ain't fuck to be alone

she ain't with you
cause she wish
tomorrow you'd be gone

she with you
caue she want you with her
to make a home

but if she knew today
tomorrow you'd be gone

she'd meet you in the future
and tell you fuck off


V2

We continue to lie
so they lie too

cause we are incapable
of tellin women the truth

that we are too immature now
to be what they need

and everything we toldem, lies
we hoped they believed

so sooner than later
hopefully,

we could take from them
what we wanted

then leave
to be up under the next chick

hopin' that she
was as gullible as the last one

cause all we see
is something worth fuckin'

now their heads fucked up
cause we fucked em' over violated they trust

too many times
now they are actin' like us

but they are dying up underneath
there front

cause deep down they just
wanna be fucked

they want more
than to be a tool that gets you off

cause if she'd a known
you'd fuck than fuck up

I'm 100% sure
she'd a never gave it up.

Whore

I don seen one too many
Paris Hilton fuck tapes

she's a ho
pornstars ho's
strippers ho's too

any bitch gettin' played
getn' paid

video ho's y'all count too
taking off clothes
make that paper

get that money
bitch strip naked

just payem'
dick they'll take it
pussy they'll taste it
and let you tape it

any payin role they'll take it
look at Ms. Berry
Hollywood played her

just like every other bitch
out here sellin' out
for the paper

They don't make money
money make them
act a fool in front of that lense

shake that ass
take that off
or you will not star in movies no more

you will not sell
records no more
they can not sell
daddy's little girl

so they paintem up strippem down
make it cool to be a girl gon wild

sure you fine
but so stupid
here's a dollar
now, what you gon do for it

prolly anything I tell you
cause you are not smart enough to not do it


CHORUS

I think you are
so out of control

cause you can not see just how
stupid you are

cause you run around
trying to shine like a star

and though stars don't have to try all

the harder you try
the more they turn you all


V2

look at this bitch
play herself
got herself gettin fucked
in an R rated film

say its okay
cause she gettin' paid
and she an actress
the sex ain't real

somebody smack that girl
she don't understand her
role in the world

this is more than
gettin rich

this is our lil girls
all on her dick

wantin' to be the next
hollywood ho's

but they can't act
work that pole

sell that pussy
work adult

walk that track
don't be broke

now they'll do
anything for dough

trying to come up
but comin' up short

an all they wanna do is
be you

but you won't show
how much you hurt

n I know you hurtin'
see through the front

you ain't wanna have to disrobe once

but they got money
they get what they want

and the bottom line
you won't strong enough

to say no
gave you fame you were sold

played with your brain
another gullible ho

tellem anything givem' dough
worth millions but emotionally broke

REPEAT CHORUS

Please don't act like
that was your plan

you do it cause you have to
not cause you can

at first you understood
till that money changed hands

then your platform changed
strong and independent

that's what you say, Now
after money washed your brain

now it's okay to play that role
now its okay to be their ho

work for that money
bitch get yours

and don't forget to thank
god at the awards

all that vanity
you so pure

who the fuck are you a role model for

not my daughter
not even yours

there are some things
money can't afford

like, showin your ass
to the world

fuck are you teachin'
my little girl

how to get turnt out for a check
how to be a rich worthless bitch

how to make money only earn cents
how to look good and be dumb as a brick

I don't care how good you look
or for how much money you turn tricks

I could never be impressed with a bitch
that sold herself short

and that's what you did.

Politics

As long as 51 lovem
49 are fucked
and they’ve been lyin
the whole time but

soon as 51 hatem
switch it up
behind in them poles
start catchin up

first time ever
they give a fuck
who are they kiddin
hopefully us

and hopefully we vote
forem outta trust
and hopefully this time
we don’t get fucked

half a term later
he’s fuckin up
his truth bent a lil more
than what it was

prolly shouldn’t a
voted for him but he does
a great job
pullin’ wool over our eyes

now we got problems
all of his lies
comin’ home to roost
the truth he denies

and we so stupid
we let it ride
we act like
this was the first time

he ever lied
but we’re no better
we lie all the time
jus he lies better


we don’t ever tell the truth
but expect better
from some mofucker n
we ain’t never met him

but we hold him to the letter
they let us down
we continue to letm

tell us more lies every election
cause we don’t want that responsibility
let them

take it all
then we’ll judgem
so we stay fucked
they keep fuckin’

talkin’ boutem but
we don’t stand for nothing
we don’t even care about our own problems

we just blame them for it all
that’s why we vote
let them take the fall

then we wash our hands of it all
thus we are no more fraud then’em all

CHORUS

Yall want politics I gotem
My issues makem his problem
We both liars
Both got priers
Both wanta stand up but I’m tired
Both wanna keep our money private
Both wanna sell shit hope people buy it
Both of us if we are caught lying
Blow smoke, we both deny it







v2

they pretend to care bout
things we don’t
fuck it let them fix it
we won’t

than we complain when they don’t
repair what we just let
lay there broke

for so long
b4 it was ever worth a vote
but now we give a fuck
and write off even more

so come tax time
we don’t have to owe
but we want government to spend more
money, still can’t agree where it should go

but my net dollars never spend those
cause I need more
than I can afford

I need a benz
Fuck if they poor
Same time I am cryin’ for reform

Cause his job he refuses to perform
Clouds comin
Let him whether the storm

Make it his fault when I
Could of done more

But that’s what he’s there for
When I don’t give a fuck
Take the blame for it

Swear I care then come up
Short with
Any answers just dance in the chorus

Line of fuckers that swear they support us
But if they cared
They’d break themselves for us
Wouldn’t be politics to blame for it

They would stand in the flames for us
But who really cares for us

Who’d stand on our behalf
And not get paid for it?

Nobody, not even finger pointers
Arm chair quarterbacks of our problems

Vulcher

Now let’s talk about vulchers
Yeah them white folk

N how they run around actin like nothin’ they fault
Even though they reason niggaz niggaz

At least they ain’t do us like Indians
But that’s the problem

They let us live
Just to segregate us from them

And treat us all like shit cause the color of our skin was different
Replaced chains wit Jim Crow laws n hit us

With hoses when we proposed
Equal livin’

Guess equal meant less than didn’t it
N now I’m a nigga wit an attitude

N yall pretendin’ that my problems won’t your business
But everything I am come from how you vulchers did us

And that’s why I act so ignant
cause that’s what happens when it feel like the world against you

n 50 good years don’t fix
cause all them years before 64 them vulchers insisted

that segregation exhisted
Now I’m just the product of system

That used to trade me, enslave, n call me nigger
Then freed me but didn’t want me anywhere near em

n treated me like all I could be is inferior
but that’s how them vulchers do

fuck you over an then blame you

Nigger

I’m so tired of yall having a mentality
Of something yall never were
You never picked cotton before
You never got bought and sold
Never crossed the atlantic 600 to a boat nope

Cause you won’t around that long ago
So stop livin in the past nigga please fast forward

And see what all those before us
Changed so we wouldn’t wear chains any longer

But instead of getting’ stronger
We kill ourselves
More than crackers hung us

An we still think somebody owe us but they never
Paid and they never will so fuckem

Cause ain’t nobody givin you nothin’
And fuck race
Cause that ain’t the problem
Cause I don seen plenty niggas with
Plenty a money
And its one nigga sold more albums than anybody
So I refuse to believe we got it that bad
Or anybodys fuckin’ us harder than we have

Cause we sold out never to be poor
Turned all our negatives to pop culture

Now lil white boys and lil white girls
Think blacks actin’ so uncouth

And I can call her a bitch and she think its cute
“why’s that”

cause that’s what black people do
create more problems and run from the truth
and the truth is we fuck us better than they do

but we say its they fault, they so evil…
than quietly go round fuckin our own people.

BREAK

So the finger points
Right back at us

Look at our culture
Lets take a look at ourselves
Even closer

And what we sold the world we were
Pimps pushers criminals and hustlers

Wonder why we so fucked up
Wonder why we sold them that image of us

I guess enough in god we trust
Makes everything worth it

Even if we get fucked
So before we blame anybody else

Blame us
Before we cry it ain’t fair for us

Take a look at how we betrayed us
Take a look at how we portrayed us

Nature

V1
Nature’s so beautiful
Don’t you think
Snow in the winter
Flowers in the spring

Birds and the beez
Bunny rabbits
Butter flies
Everythings

Just so lovely
Here I’m at peace
Yeah nature seem to be the perfect
Place for me

Blue skies
Everything green
Clear water flowin’
Down the stream

or on the lake driftin’ in the breeze
hiking the through the woods
so much to see

an the air here is so fresh
it feels like my first time breathin

no I don’t never wanna leave
wish I could fly the sky like an eagle

or be a fish in the sea
but something tells me everything ain’t what it seem


v2

Nope the flowers wouldn’t bloom
Birds wouldn’t sing if they decided to stop
playin natures game

n we are no different even though we pretend that natures
underneath us

but we are no more than life
where peace means balance balance means dying

So come fall watch the trees
They choose branches
Fuck the leaves

See when life turn cold… they’ll both freeze to death
If the leaves don’t fall

So now the leaves got to go
Cause that’s the only way that life can move forward
Cuz if they give into their emotions
The trees ed all die say bye to the forests

N Now there’s no oxygen for us
And I cannot breathe underwater


V3

So If I was a tree problems are my leaves
Life ed be the seasons n come spring
Time I’m fine everythings good… till all my problems start weighing on me
now the problems got to go.. cause come fall
I know its only getting colder

an though they cry for me to hold em
nature say If I’m a make it let go of em

n as they fall to the ground
nature keeps her promise
life stays balanced

the birds keep singing
n next spring them dead leaves
bring flowers.

N no there Is no way around it
Without death life ed be silenced
So now my problems got to go
It’s the only way life can be beautiful


BRIDGE

I don’t know why
We can’t see it maybe we try
Too hard to close our eyes
Makes everything easier when I
Don’t wanna see the world
Not how it is
Prefer my opinion everything can
Be what I believe
Ignore what’s real if I don’t wanna see it
N move through life
Pretendin’ my opinions always right
say its wrong if I don’t like it
blame u if I don’t like you
but reality is if nothin’ dies nothin’ can live
so all my problems
from this day forward are dead.


V4

So whatever I been thru fuck it
And everybody that’s hurt me fuckem
Wish I never had to feel pain
But that’s how nature tells me stay the fuck away

So I move 100 degrees outta phase
Then 80 more to make sure they shit cancels
The fuck out cause I can’t handle

All you fuckin leaves pullin on my branches
So for the temperature drop
All of my problems
Cutem off
So I can make it thru the cold
Yeah I choose my life over yours

So anything makin my life harder (is)
Gone for it fucks me over any further

N nope I’m not waitin’ till tmrw
Change starts now but only if u want it

Help Yourself

V1

Look atem they mad at the world
Cause life ain’t fair
But it never was

Or will be
So they keep cryin
Hopin somebodyel solve they problems

But how long you gon wait?
Cause problems only get worse by the day

They lookin’ for who else they could blame
Wonderin’ why things never change

This is the game of life we playin’
Gotta be change
You still prayin’

That somebody else
El help you
More than you help yourself

An that’s what’s wrong with the world
We act like children we never matured

Thought we’d never have to grow up
Thought somebody ed always take care of us

But they are no longer there
Fendin’ for ourselves the first time ever

Yeah it feels like winter
So cold and the worlds no different


CHORUS

Feels like
My whole worlds tumblin’ down

And whenever I stand up again
They push me back on the ground

Now all I know is if I’m ever
Gon be free again

I can’t let nobody
Stop me

So steada spendin’ my time cryin
Nobody helps me

I’m gon help myself

V2

Wake up world you slept to long
The truth is still here can’t sleep it off
No matter how hard you try
No matter how many lies

You tell yourself hopin’ to escape
The truth that you will only have what you make

And you ain;t made shit,
so you should understand having less than

everybody else
they’re hands built yours held out

and look at you know
still got your beggin’ ass hands out

when will you get it
prolly never so tomorrows no different

and you still got problems
waitin’ on somebody else to make a difference

but nobody cares
about anybody else more than them

and please don’t say god
cause jesus is dead.

REPEAT CHORUS


V3
The world is so cold
And you gon freeze

Waitin on them to be
what you need

cause till they need you
they ain’t really trying
to help feed you

they’ll let you starve
and they don’t care if times are hard

cause they don’t give a fuck bout y’all
your problems ain’t theirs they yours

and as long as you too weak
to fend four yourself they will leach

why the fuck you think
they bought that house on the beach

and they live on a million dollar street
n you can barely afford to breathe

they ain’t worried bout you
they doin them forgot about you

they got theirs get yours too
life ain’t fair fuck you gon do

instead of hollarin’ for help
be smarter help yourself

Somethin' for the Kids

I’m doin this right here for the kids
Cause it’s a cold world and if they don’t never hear the truth
They’ll never warm up.

And they’ll end up being just like their fucked up parents
No, I know I can’t save the whole world.
But that ain’t gone keep me from trying

V1

Well I met your momma
That Stupid bitch

She’d rather run the streets
Than raise kids

That’s why she never there
Or when you got problems She don’t care

Cause she too busy
Tryin to fit in that lil ass pair a jeans

Cakin on maybeline
And hopin she get noticed

Even though you at home n even though you need her the most
Nope, she rather be a ghost

Or chase a dose of
whatever makes her feel the way she thinks she supposed to

guess she don’t know that
it ain’t about her no more her life over

and you come first now
that’s the order

but she’s so selfish all she wanna
do is a live a life you ain’t part of

or when she pissed off make your life harder
take all her problems n throwem on you.

Emotionally n physically beat up on you
Cause the world she mad at she scared to target

so you get treated like she feel GARBAGE


V2

I met your daddy
He’s a piece of shit
N if I was God I wouldn’t of
gave him A dick

Can’t take care of himself
But he got kids?
Yeah that make your momma
Dumb as shit

And now you wondering why daddy ain’t home
But he was gone 9 months for the water broke

Or he was too busy livin’ his life to take notice
Either way you havin’ a fathers hopeless

And even when he is around yeah
You’d be so much better off without him

Cuz he’s got too many problems
An all he’s gon teach you is how not to solve them

Or how to makem worse
Ignore you or make you think loves gotta hurt

But… that ain’t love
Naw, you just gor a fucked up father

Who’s prolly
chasen a dose of

Whatever make him feel the way
he thinks he’s supposed to

Cuz he don’t know that
It ain’t about him no more his life over

An you come first now that’s the order

but he so selfish all he wanna

do is a live a life you ain’t part of
or when he pissed off make your life harder

take all his problems n throwem on you.
Emotionally n physically beat up on you

Cause whatever he’s mad at he’s scared to target
So you get treated like he feels, GARBAGE!!!



V3

So when it feel like the whole worlds turned its back
N Momma ain’t there for you neithers dad

You gotta grow up fast
An I know it sucks

But life don’t care if your ready or not
So if your family is fucked you all you got

N the worlds just waitin’ to tear you apart
From the streets to the people that’s gon break your heart

Yeah They say they love you but
loves so far From words

N me I callin talkin wolves
Cause they only talk to get close enough to hurt you

But even if they hurt yeah
Can’t understand pain till the flames burn you

N once the flame has burnt you
It’s you that gotta learn (why)

Cause flames keep burnin
No They don’t stop cause you cryin

How the world did you wrong
or hand you a tissue
Gotta come to terms with the issues
Walk away n take all the oxygen wit you

Cause if you hang around
The air gets thinner
Till your heart slow down

And the smoke consumes you
Then its so confusing

Cause you don’t know who to trust no more do ya?
So trust yourself
draw a line in the sand and fuck everybody else

N move forward
Don’t lose focus

Its your future
You control it

n don’t let yesterday own you
wake up tomorrow stronger

7 Days

7 days

Monday you just let it happen

Tuesday it happens again

Wednesday you just cry about it

Thursday you sit there pretending

Friday could be different

except on Saturday its all the same

Then Sunday turns to Monday

And ain’t a mofuckin’ thing change

You just so week

Hopin’ tmrw won’t be today

You just so week

So tomorrows just like yesterday

You just so week

N that’s why nothin’ ever changes

You just so week

Yeah all you mofuckers 7 days

You just so week

V1
That’s why the worlds fucked
Gotta evolved past Cryin’ n tears fallin’

So when we see problems
No we don’t wait forem to lean on us

Cause they’ll keep leanin’
Til we get crushed

And lifes already hard enough
So I harden up and push back

keep em off me an if that means war
tellem’ bring they army

but y’all so week, you letm’ lean on you
feed off you cause you think family mean

that when they fuck you love is the key
or when your friends fuck you over
that’s what friendship means

n why her boyfriend hitter but she don’t leave
n why they fuck kids and are still breathin’

cause you still wheepin’ but cryin don’t help the healing


V2
That’s why you stay high
Cause the pain goes numb

When you pill pop, or when the powder drain
Or the green blaze, or denial makes it easier to look away

And now the world feels better... not feelin’ a thing
And you are Finally free u can breathe again

Till the high starts fadn’ n u start makin’ your way back
From highs vacation

But u can’t take it
No u don’t wanna ever come home

Cause home mean the high is gone
No more runnin’ no more hidin’ from

Everything that’s wrong
cause you don’t face your problems

You’d rather pretend
And hope god hears you calling

till then it’s whatever puts you back in a coma
then its back to the party where life’s like floatin’

cuz 7 day fuckers take they cards and foldem’

REPEAT CHORUS

V3

That’s why we hold are tongues
And let pushers push poison to the ones we luv

N why the streets ain’t safe enough to walk on em
And Why daughter gets fuck while the cameras on her

And your sons locked up in a 9 x 12
N life on earth is hell

but when its time to tell u call anybody talkin’ snitches
like you want trouble livin’ wit us till he knock on your door

n you’re his next victim used to say fuck the police
now you pointing your finger saying we need more of them

but the moral is… we need you to give a fuck bout
more than gin, narcotics, and fantasy island

where in our mind we ain’t part of the problem.

Even though it’s your kids or your friends causin’
all of the pain you just too 7 days to stoppem’

Fuck God

Woke up this morning naw ain’t nothin’ changed
Today just as fucked up as yesterday cause

Everybody still watchin’ everybody else fall
Guess they waitin’ on God

But for 2000 years he ain’t been here
So either he don’t care at all or
He don packed up heaven and moved on

And yeah I know what y’all gon say
But fuck y’all...

And if god could fix the world but don’t
Then fuck god

cause I’m tired of wakin’ up
to the same problems

and I’m tired of everybody talkin’
doin nothin’.

Cause words only sound good And I need
more than speeches and people preachin’
What god means

that’s how I know they god fuckin’ fake
and they just usem to keep me in me place

cuz while I’m on me knees prayin’
please lord they countin’ up all they paper

an every time I callem he don’t never to make it

see she needed god when that fucker rapped her
an they needed god so I’d never have to take a
life but they don’t understand right and wrong

so now I’m watchin’ my back hopin’ they don’t
think that they can run up on me.

An I ain’t do shit to them
Or maybe god tryin’ to tell me
We all part of the problem

And that’ s why shit happens
That’s why the worlds outta control

And it won’t get better till
I attack the

Root of the problem cuz clippin’ weeds only
Means tomorrow

I’m still gon be clippin’ weeds
What the world need is

more people on their feet
Insteand of their knees

Cuz if we never stand up
Things el always be the same

No matter how much they mouths are movin’
See that’s the game

They feed me god
And keep me prayin’

Steada preyin’ on them fuckers
Preyin’ on us while were prayin’

We just lay there
And letem fuck us
Trustin’ god gone help us out

But if he loved us
When we called him

He’d come runnin’
No a father ed never watch his

Son or daughter suffer
Not if he could help it

But this mofucker
Keep watchin us fall

And me, I’m tired of fallin’

And done callin’ disconnected phone numbers.

WWIII

From the day that I came home
I finally saw
How the whole world pretended
that nothin' was wrong
How they smiled and laughed
Refusin' to cry
Cause tears mean truth
And we prefer lyin'

And we"re So used to tryin'
Hard to believe the lies that
Keep our tears silent

Like we on fantasy island
Choosin' to not the see the problems around us

But the more I look
The more I see what war was really trainin me for
N Now I walk out my front door
Fuck thousands of miles
Only need to deploy

10 steps to see targets that need to fall.

N billions of people that’s sleep on the job

And I wish that I could just not get involved

But I can’t. cause I don’t have time wait on god

And I know what you think, he’s just crazy PTSD

But ain’t nothing wrong with me, Nope that's just what they hope you believe

Cause they know after everything I’ve seen and done what I’m capable of

And they fear me…

Cuz They know if you hear me… It’s gon be world war….

THREE!!!


cause I’m tired of the word being hurt but actin' like nothins' matter
playin' tough when they know life is crushin' the fuck
out they lungs pretendin' it ain’t happenin'

cause life seems so hard and its
easier to stay than is to move on
now we stuck in the past
though yesterday gone
too scared
to say yesterdays wrong

so today I do nothin'
still sufferin' tomorrow
cope with the pain till the pain becomes part of
my life

now I can’t tell right from whats wrong
it hurts but I can’t not hold on

but the longer I hold
the longer it holds me
until I can’t see that I let it own me

maybe if only
this won’t the only feelin’ I knew
I’d know to let go
but since birth all they told me

Was this is how life gotta be
But this just don’t feel free

There’s gotta be more
I feel it within in me
but everything they say
makes me feel empty

and now I’m just
scared to move
so if Simon don’t say so
I don’t do it…

N strong to me is sufferin' Through it
but strongers what I need to be
To Remove all the problems from life
I let grow roots
Throw water on fire
Only way to undo it

So I can see past all the shit
They told me I needed
Just To control me with it
but now I’m don listenin' no
I can’t hearem…
All I hear is myself and the fear of
Bein afraid will no longer make me a victim
An now If I could just face
Myself in the mirror