Wednesday, May 11, 2011

WWIII

From the day that I came home
I finally saw
How the whole world pretended
that nothin' was wrong
How they smiled and laughed
Refusin' to cry
Cause tears mean truth
And we prefer lyin'

And we"re So used to tryin'
Hard to believe the lies that
Keep our tears silent

Like we on fantasy island
Choosin' to not the see the problems around us

But the more I look
The more I see what war was really trainin me for
N Now I walk out my front door
Fuck thousands of miles
Only need to deploy

10 steps to see targets that need to fall.

N billions of people that’s sleep on the job

And I wish that I could just not get involved

But I can’t. cause I don’t have time wait on god

And I know what you think, he’s just crazy PTSD

But ain’t nothing wrong with me, Nope that's just what they hope you believe

Cause they know after everything I’ve seen and done what I’m capable of

And they fear me…

Cuz They know if you hear me… It’s gon be world war….

THREE!!!


cause I’m tired of the word being hurt but actin' like nothins' matter
playin' tough when they know life is crushin' the fuck
out they lungs pretendin' it ain’t happenin'

cause life seems so hard and its
easier to stay than is to move on
now we stuck in the past
though yesterday gone
too scared
to say yesterdays wrong

so today I do nothin'
still sufferin' tomorrow
cope with the pain till the pain becomes part of
my life

now I can’t tell right from whats wrong
it hurts but I can’t not hold on

but the longer I hold
the longer it holds me
until I can’t see that I let it own me

maybe if only
this won’t the only feelin’ I knew
I’d know to let go
but since birth all they told me

Was this is how life gotta be
But this just don’t feel free

There’s gotta be more
I feel it within in me
but everything they say
makes me feel empty

and now I’m just
scared to move
so if Simon don’t say so
I don’t do it…

N strong to me is sufferin' Through it
but strongers what I need to be
To Remove all the problems from life
I let grow roots
Throw water on fire
Only way to undo it

So I can see past all the shit
They told me I needed
Just To control me with it
but now I’m don listenin' no
I can’t hearem…
All I hear is myself and the fear of
Bein afraid will no longer make me a victim
An now If I could just face
Myself in the mirror

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